DEBORAH

2008-11-08T01:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :D

I MOVED TO deborahxd.wordpress.com

RELINK ME AND VISIT MY NEW BLOG KAY ;D

i'd try to update more often.

baron chen chu he

2008-11-07T16:49:00.000-08:00

my new eyecandy :D

rmb him? the guy from kungfu dunk :D

and now in fated to love you, the show i just started watching

he is like soooo hot larh ><

my eyecandy!

tall also ;D okay quite. if you're as tall as carrie than he is not tall. 179cm

but he is totally damn freaking hot ;D as hot as this other guy in kungfu dunk. there are like 2 hot guys in that show anw (:

i shall rewatch that yay :D

2008-11-01T03:43:00.000-07:00

omg soo cool i never knew this

WHAT INSPIRED MEG CABOT TO WRITE PRINCESS DIARIES

seriously i never thought of this before, but. look at this:

I was inspired to write The Princess Diaries when my mom, after the death of my father, began dating one of my teachers, just as Mia’s mom does in the book! I have always had a “thing” for princesses (my parents used to joke that when I was little, I did a lot of insisting that my “real” parents, the king and queen, were going to come get me soon, and that everyone had better start being a LOT nicer to me) so I stuck a princess in the book just for kicks… and VOILA! The Princess Diaries was born.

her mum really dated a teacher o.o i wonder if any other parts of the book was true too. e.g. did she have a bf as hot as micheal or someone as hot and rich as j.p who loved her like hell?

omg so cool ;D

2008-10-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

watching hanakimi in jap now (: huien recommended it >< haha it's nicer than the taiwan one i guess. but im only at like episode 2 anw ;D

mizuki is much less irritating the ruixi(ella) in the tw version.

the guy acting here is much much hotter than jiro and much less irritating or exaggerating
but the guy acting as quan here is not as hot as the guy acting jiro's roll. he looks kinda weird ><
wuzun better larh duh ><

danson also hotter than the flirt here.
and the tw version's 'haunted' guy is funnier ><

the guy acting as her older brother SUCKS SHIT LEH. SO EFFING UGLY. nth nth NTH like jj lin :(

okay whatever. >< the story is kinda different leh

watch more more more thn go for training. damn i want to go to a school who accept guys via their looks also. so cool larh
lucky bitch that mizuki woman

i suddenly miss my laogong jay chou alrdy ><:( i need to go listen to him sing NOW *finds CD frantically*

i have a list long long listttt. of stuff that i want to buy. hmmm

2008-10-24T01:12:00.000-07:00

tudou is screwing me up tudou is screwing me up. and i want to watch yummy yummy. i missed 2 shows ytd cause i fell asleep and bitch clan can totally become nerd clan or bookworm clan from ytd on.

i miss lin feng loads. can tudou please work?

shit. i need to bimbo again larh. i gained 2 kg leh. from before chalet till now. DIE DIE DIE. go away fats.

lalla

2008-10-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

some problem with my tagboard. yay it's back alrdy :D

i don't like the camera i posted in the last post alrdy. i saw the real thing and it's really not cute ><>

but too bad i'm broke D：

today's my dad's bday :D and it is shikai's bday too (: cool! they share the same bday

watching stupid shows this few days. just caught the lastest episode of hot shot. HEY the guy who act as dufei damn cute leh got one scene (: OMG I WAS SO OBSESSED OVER HIM YTD, (irritating my sister in the process)

i feel so stupid. cause i don't know what to post but i just feel like blogging suddenly.

i love the bitches yay <3no matter what happens, the bitches would always be together and there for each other right?

i know i'm sounding like some bimbo but i put on alot of weight recently since training stopped (which is 2 million years ago)

this is probably going to be the only time i'm going to say this all my life but: I WANT TRAINING BACK

lalal. byebye :D

canon powershot E1

2008-10-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

10 megapixel resolution, 4x optical zoom lens, optical image stabilization, face detection technology, and 17 shooting modes.

chio right! canon powershot e1. vanilla, baby blue and baby pink colour :D

i want to baby pink one, of course.

2GB SD and AA rechargable battery kit free gift islandwide in Singapore

for $319 only! the main thing is that, ITS CHIO ITS CHIO IT CHIO and it's BABY PINK ;D like my cool lappie

i showed my mama and she said that it's cheap and nice and that i should buy it! yay :D

2008-10-08T19:55:00.000-07:00

omg. huien just sent me this quiz thingo on facebook :D and on which jonas brother am i destined to be with.

omg.
Nicholas Jerry Jonas
So if you're up for dating the guy who's super sensitive and the sweetest person on earth it's going to be Nick Jonas! A relationship to him is more than someone he can call his girlfriend, but someone he can also look to as his best friend and can talk to about anything; and that person is YOU! He's also VERY romantic and even though he may seem quiet at times be prepared for someone that can sweep you off your feet when you least expect it!

omg. nick is like SO CUTE. :D

mugggggg

2008-09-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

i get it, i should not even be blogging now. is like, i'm only halfway thru LA and haven't start any other subjects yet.

and eoys starts on friday.

FRIDAY

but quick update. like almost 2 months nvr blog alrdy (: BIGGGG accomplishment.

teachers' day!

K-ed with joy, ruixin, zexi, sharon and huien. (i was the camera-woman)

hey let's go again okay people ;DDD

with mr yap (:
and sexy ass <3>

mid autumn festival celebration

3F illegal gathering

mooncake making

serena's birthday celebration by clan <3

18-8

2008-08-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Singapore won a silver first time in 48years! Table-tennis is now Singapore's 国球 (quoted from jiaolian)

Dinner with family today (: The dinner tasted good that's the point ;D

~~Deborah the peacemaker.~~ yes. gosh screw.

everything's falling down recently. i know i should not have opened and viewed the bloody private blog. it's already a BIGGGG accomplishment that i have not touched it for more than half a year

maybe Deborah's a happier kid now (:

God, tell me what to do.

fuck

2008-08-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

i mean, i dont hate people who gossip and all. i gossip too i admit. in fact, guy or girl, everyone gossips. but please, be more sensitive to the people around you that are in listening range when you gossip. be more sensitive to how people would feel when you gossip. be more sensitive to the standard of truth in your gossip. be more sensitive to the choice of word you use when you gossip.

Scandalous

Giving offense to the conscience or moral feelings; exciting reprobation; calling out condemnation.

Disgraceful to reputation; bringing shame or infamy; opprobrious; as, a scandalous crime or vice.

Defamatory; libelous; as, a scandalous story.

yes, if you still don't understand, here are some examples to enlighten you further

Scandalous Quotations

People equate sexy with promiscuous. They think that because I'm shaped this way, I must be scandalous - like running around and bringing men into my hotel room. But it's just the opposite.
Jennifer Lopez

The writer of originality, unless dead, is always shocking, scandalous; novelty disturbs and repels.
Simone de Beauvoir

When a woman drinks it's as if an animal were drinking, or a child. Alcoholism is scandalous in a woman, and a female alcoholic is rare, a serious matter. It's a slur on the divine in our nature.
Marguerite Duras

if your vocabulary is really that limited and lousy, i suggest you check the dictionary before you make statements about others.

if you don't know what the heck i am talking about, huien's blog and serena's blog are also directed against this person. rather obvious.

dating is not scandalous. if it is, sorry scandalous is an understatement for you fugly big-mouthed bitch. the chances of you reading my blog compared to the other 2 is relatively larger, considering the fact that you most probably gossiped about me since long ago and giving me the look you always give me since i don't know when

fuck off bitch. if you don't know anything, shut your fucking trap up.

and if people don't understand what is meant by an inside joke, let me tell you. inside joke means jokes that are kept within a certain group of people, not to be spreaded outside for the whole world to know.
and if you'll like to brag, please try not to get us and yourselves into trouble. before you do anything, please think twice/thrice about who are you mentioning the incident to, if you are bad at judging people, then shut your fuck up.

i would not be sorry if i insulted anyone, 'cause i mean it. and you probably won't find me going up to the stage EVER during morning assembly apologizing to people when i don't mean to.

080808

2008-08-11T04:39:00.000-07:00

haven't updated for a looooongggg time. yeah. seldom coming online these days. and if i do, i'm actually doing work. rest of the time spent on watching tv and esp these few days olympics!!!

gained another kg. pathetic shit right. fell sick last night but was okay today alrdy. so went to do LA. yes! we got quite alot done for once.

ruixin's gate was locked today. both sides! and we had to climb over the gate to get out of the apartment cause ruixin was not answering her hp -.- all of us climbed, even me okay! including leon, yongsheng and terence. only nick did not ;( aww mannn

friday was cool! cross-country in the morning,

filming in the afternoon,

and CLASS OUTING (BBQ) at night!

yeah i know everyone is waiting for me (hopefully) to update about our cool day(:

CROSS COUNTRY

my number for the competitive run is 321 :D my positioning was sucky larh ><>

stupid justin who was 321 too had position 123. the number is cool yeah. but he could do MUCH better and everyone was expecting more from him. but it's kay, we got 3rd in class event anw :D which is cool alrdy :D in a team consisting of me, jasmine, ruixin, xintong, justin, junkai, junjie and terence. (and junjie was listening to music and sms-ing while he ran) -.-

me and mrs romans with mr leong! serenada :D jealous anootttxzxz

some of 3F girls :Dangeline, ruixin, me and angela :Druixin, me and angela!

FILMING
filming that day was super super cool. (talking about the part where the underwear flew in)

CLASS OUTING
mr teo (: bbq-ing food for us(: in nick's apartment
in justin's house. ruixin, serena and junjie.
serena in janson's shirt.

girls ;D who went early(: before any of us got drunk.

yes i drink. and mrs romans want to also
see i told you she wanted to

joy, serena and me with mr yap (:

me with budeee
camwhoring with serena!

junjie, justin, ruixin and me (:

class outing was a blast! (thougha couple of girls got drunk) and all of us went crazy though we weren't drunk yet and stuff. haha.

bbq-ed at nick's house, went crazy and made the guys take photos with us and stuff. they thought that we were crazy

played truth or dare, and i got dared to go in the pool and got myself drenched.

i was shivering like hell when i came up.

like that wasn't bad enough, justin and serena had to push me down again

went to justin's house and watched wwe and played with budee and watched stepup2 after that.

serena so zhong4se4qing1you3 larh. i offered her my house she chose to stayover at justin's instead. eeyer.

chinese project now. anw class outing was sooo cool :D and we should have a girl's sleepover soon!

I LOVE MICHEAL PHELPS :D

the dark knight

2008-07-27T07:17:00.000-07:00

just watched the dark knight just now :D
is a nice show larh. highly recommended. something to make you jealous.
i've been watching movie for the past er, don't know how many weeks. once every week.
i don't think i'd be able to watch any next week though ;(
watched red cliff two times. continuously 2 sundays. damn nice too (:

spoilers ahead. don't read if you intend to watch it
1. the joker cheat my feelings.
- when he said that the scar on his face was imprinted by his daddy the first time, i almost cried larh. it's like so sad right, he have a sad childhood and all that.
l8r i found out that he was bloody lying. asshole. cheat my feelings larh!

2. it was seriously damn touching when they decided not to bomb each others ship in the end. i think, if i'm in their circumstances, i'd probably choose to bomb the opposite party's ship cause i don't want to die and stuff.

3. batman is damn cool :D i love both the cars he drove in the show (: i'm going to be rich someday and buy 2 identical ones

yay. now, chemistry mini assignment ><

24July

2008-07-25T04:55:00.000-07:00

love them yeah :D
chem test today was rather screwed. maths was quite fun cause we were gathering in front of miss low's table and doing stupid things. visualizers during maths lesson is cool (: logaritum is soooo muchh better than binomial. im so dead for the coming maths CT.

i love my class and all. i mean, im adapting well and stuff. i have good friends in class whom i totaly can trust and rely on. but yeah, i still miss you two, it just feels different. like things have passed for a long long time and we;ve already drifted apart. the feeling is like so wrong.

yeah. it's time for me to move on too. perhaps im happier now. okay i don;t know what i'm talking about.
i'm not saying that my friends now are not as good or anything. but yes, maybe i'm being too greedy by asking for all.

my dad MIGHT (hopefully too) be bringing me and watch the dark knight this sunday :D

post :D

2008-07-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

yes i know i haven't posted since holidays or something? have been really really busy with alot alot of stuff.

about 5 weeks of happenings. dont' feel like listing every cool thing i've done these few weeks. it'd probably take days cause alot actually happened recently.

i love my friends! okay random. i love 3F too okay:D

i'm pretty sure i screwed the physics test and geog test today and yesterday. i mean really really screwed. as in don't know how to do and no time to do. Both for two. haven't been feeling so screwed for ages.

hsk results a few days ago didn't really help. my ancestors should be ashamed of me.

going out to mug (supposedly) with ruixin, sharon and sihui made me feel much better.
ended school at 1.45 today instead of 3.15 cause of the change in timetable. decided to skip japanese class 'cause even valencia was going to pon.

so, took bus to plaza sing and ate pasta mania XD i didn't know they have 30% off for students seriously!
thn went to macs and 'studied'. i mean i studied a bit here and there yeah. so did sharon and ruixin. sihui fell asleep while reading notes >.<>fun!) it's like super cool when me and ruixin were telling her how we crashed one another's room during level camp. like 10 of us?
ruixin, me, sihui, angeline, angela, serena, xingfang, huien, joy, zexi
and eat eat eat chips at night.

shall tell her more when we have the change to again. level camp was seriously fun. our class girls really bonded during level camp. that's what i feel at least

jiayou for chemistry test tmr people (:

2008-06-26T14:57:00.000-07:00

watching 原来我不帅 now :D hehe. i know i watch veh long alrdy. now at episode 11. i think that cindy in the show is veh chio (: the one on the extreme left. rmb herr? the one that act as qingyi in bu neng shuo de mi mi. i think she damnnn chio larh. but the guys in the show not hot one. only the jason nubbad, haha

tabletenniscamp

2008-06-23T06:00:00.001-07:00

no time/mood to blog currently. some photos from tabletennis camp last thursday-friday. alot more. we were camwhoring like all the time thru that 2D1N. all this are what i have in my phone.

year3s&1 after shower :D
the slurpee stop during the amazing race
playing+singing twinkle twinkle little star during amazing race
guys practising their dance for the sec4s
sitting according to our coloured bottles. i took yellow :D

i dno what me and carrie were doing

cake :D

my don pie on the left carrie's on the right

i know i look weird. don't blame me. i cannot open my mouth for photos cause of my ugly braces
colours :D
SEE I HAVE FAT LEGS
i like the effect
performance!

sony pink vaio<3

2008-06-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

guess what im blogging on now, my new vaio :D
it's pink ya know. even the carrier and the mouse is pink and ive just gotten it<3

chio right (:

yeah. braces are effective torture tools. just got my braces on friday afternoon, before going to watch ruixin's drama with shimei and panda.
my braces are pink too :D same colour as my laptop.
i look weird in braces and it feels super uncomfortable. even till today, sunday alrdy neh.

ruixin just went to korea
nenque going malacca tmr.
im staying in s'pore

i shouldnt even complain. my parents are broke alrdy. braces + laptop. this june holiday is very very expensive for them. (im the main spender as you can see)
might not be much for some ppl but yeah, im not rich larh.
okay i should go shopping less and buy less unneccessary stuff from today on.

pictures!

2008-06-09T04:52:00.000-07:00

Pictures Pictures Pictures i promised

the holidays are too short

2008-06-08T05:08:00.000-07:00

june holidays are seriously too short. they should add in july too :D
i haven't gotten any holiday hw done other than the chemistry online quiz.
okay. you should see our list of holiday hw, then you would symphathize with me. it's sorta impossible to finish all of it with my disgusting schedule for the last 2 weeks.

i'm growing fatter than i am now, which is very fat alrdy. yes i can't chew on anything, but i eat dno how many meals of porridge a day cause i need to eat my medicine to prevent infection. about 6 meals. great.. bsp camp all over again.

Tomorrow- ~~I AM SUPPOSED TO GO SHOPPING WITH MY PARENTS AND THEY ARE GOING TO BUY ME NEW PRETTY SHOES AND CLOTHES. AND A NICE NEW PHONE FOR MY DAD~~ apparently misstan smsed me this morning and reminded me that there is such thing called the sports leader umpiring course tmr

byebye shopping trip :(

Tuesday-Thursday: meeting for LA film

Friday- DENTAL! now i seriously hate dental -.- is like it prevents me from eating decent food plus need to eat so much antibiotics.
-watch ruixin's drama at night

Saturday- Training

Sunday- Tuition+Piano

Monday- Whatever. there would be something coming up

Tuesday- Training

Wednesday- *to be updated*

Thursday-Friday- Table tennis camp

Saturday- Training

Sunday- Piano+Tuition

SEE SO BUSY. my only 2 vacant days would be like, going out with some people i bet. i am sososososos dead. it's not my fault. i really intended to do some work this holidays. but it;s not my fault that i'm so busy teachers. must put yourself into my shoes -.- (i wear size4:D)

June Holidays :D

2008-06-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

I realised that i haven't been blogging since the holidays started! See. Holidays so busy also >.<>Monday
Went to ECP in the morning with my parents and sister and my doggy(: To play a fool and have macs as breakfast mainly, since my sister have been pestering my mum for ages for macs breakfast. Other than that just slack at home barh >.< Tuesday- Thursday
BSP camp. gotta know somemore people. But i thought that the camp was rather boring (sorry people who really really enjoyed the camp) i just cannot stand 6 meals a day and long long lectures. I eat whenever i feel like it that's the point >.<>Friday
Went to the dentisttt and had x-ray and made this mould thingo for braces. Yeap. After that met ruixin and both of us went to kbox at orchard to celebrate her early birthday, and sang for 3 hours. Time really flies when you are singing happily leh. Like have so many songs haven't sing yet thn they off the entire system alrdy -.- so pissed off.

whoo. i want to go kbox again :D and sing all those songs that they cut off. -.-

This Monday
slacked at home and watch video video video. yes. my dad bought this 少年杨家将thingo and it's uber nice. i finished the show the on wednesday and i cried like some kukumalu.

This Tuesday
went out with nenque and carrie!
met them at habourfront mrt. and i was wearing a tee and jeans. and they revealed that we were going sentosa o.0 ~~to see hunks and babes~~ apparently, there weren't any near that standard. the 'hunks' have family packs and the 'babes' have OKAY FINE I DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE. damn disgusting i tell you
Went to buy shorts.
See carrie eat at secret recipe, and nenque calls icecream chicken -.-
Play at vivo playground (They have a nice seesaw)
Play with water
Take the cool cool monorail to sentosa
Sit the nice nice goldcart like thingo that was super fun
Went to the beach and slack and take photos and photos and photos (with nenque! gosh i owe more photos now.)
Went for dinner (chicken rice stall, with 2 million ways to cook a chicken. amazing)

After that went to bedok mrt to meet my mama to get supper and breakfast
hehehehe. waffle :D I am like some stupid pregnant woman have dumb cravings nowadays. i crave for waffle like a month alrdy?

This Wednesday
Stayed at home and watch tv. Went grocery shopping with mum and bought alot of things from the supermarket, alot alot of food also. i mean, i have nthh better to do ya know. -.- only can buy things and eat and sleep

This Thursday
Did something stupid. shouldn't mention it. Other than that rot at home

Today!
Went to ruixin's house at 9am to do LA script
we completed the script today! So constructive. Other than me, Leon and Nick were there also. Apparently Yongsheng and Terence had CCA and Dillon was overseas. Watched loads of stupid videos and laughed like retards and snack and eat like some mad woman (oopsss. growing fat during holidays you see).

At like 1pm. lunch time, rx's mum asked us if we wanted lunch. i was freaking out alrdy cause my dad was coming to pick me up at 2 for dental. (TO EXTRACT MY TOOTH) So i rejected her kind offer
and i was seriously freaking out and wanted to back out.
But i survived. gosh it wasn't pain. i freaked out before that for nothing.

The only time i freaked was when i saw my tooth. Now i know why the dentist's having such a horrible time pulling my tooth out. it is longer than normal human's one okay my roots. my dad was amazed. i could tell that the dentist was, too. cause she keep on asking if i wanted to keep and show my mama. i went NO immediately cause the sight of it freaks me out

Went to watch kungfu panda with parents and sister. quite a stupid show i almost slept. -.-
Dinner. Couldn't really eat cause i extracted 2 top teeth. swallowed a tiny bowl of mianxian so that i can consume my medicine

IM STILL FREAKING HUNGRY NOW
i regretted not eating lunch. it's like. i can't eat decently now.
okay gosh. im hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry

i shall go drink a cup for milo now or something before i starve to death

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2008-05-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

yes i can't think of a more normal title for this post
and i am so going to blog about level camp, just that this is so not the right time cause i haven't got the photos yet.
don't worry darlings. you'd get to see pictures and descriptions of m'sia real soon, when i actually get them.

this week has been a rather relaxing/pleasant week. but i suppose that everyone, like me, haven't really gotten use to the feeling of sitting back in the classroom after fooling around in m'sia for a week. hahas

monday my LA group {consisting of ruixin, leon, dillon, nick, yongsheng and terence} came to my house and ~~do work~~ fool around. but yes, we got some work done larh. and we were the only group that handed in our proposal on time ytd?

tuesday was quite cool cause it's like the first time in ^&()( i'm going back for 3rd lang and yes, other than the compo thing that was due last week ~~and i haven't started, so most probably i'd get zero~~ my jap teacher nvr kaopei me. yay (:

wednesday was cool too cause we had training, and pt. and i lost 1kg because of that. 3 cheers for carrie and pt! whooo.

thursday was nice cause i went back with my classmates after sch cause there wasn't 3rd lang. and yes, i realised that i seldom go home with them after school other than the time whereby we stay back till real late for interclass. gosh i sorta miss that time :D it's really fun training together with you people. we should still have bball sessions right?

friday is a short day and a very very cool day.
it was miss tan's last day ;( she's really nice and all yeah, i rmb the first encounter i had with her is when i went to make up for the LA compre test cause i'm always away for tournaments, and i saw her marking our paper. i mean, she's super efficient and stuff. she really put in effort. plus she don't complain when we hand in our work late, she rather chiong and mark them last min just to give us extension and stuff so that we can get better grades. she's really nice, just too nice i guess, so she can never have a proper lesson with us.

yeap, even though we're forever changing LA teachers for this semester. i still got a 68! cause that's not high for alot of poeple, that might be low for some even, but yes, it's above my expectation at the rate i'm progressing still.

then during physics lesson we went to recycle our near-to-half-a-year collection of bottles and we got a cool number! 365 bottles in less that 365 days (:

there's a video of the recycling process in my phone also but yeah, ruixin would send me after video editing and merging the videos all together and stuff. it's really funny and retarded
saikang team :D i'm the photographer only worh

bottlesss including alot more in the big big black bag

we filled up the binnnnnn and added some into the bin that's supposedly for metal
3F <3
overflowing o:
video would be up real soon.

gosh i'm making alot alot of promises up here

me and angela champs! yes there's alot of photos of us with medals (notice i nvr mention whose medals) and they're all in serena's phone. i'd upload if i get them (that's not a promise)

stayed back ytd to do open house notice board. this is the back of the board.

obviously loads of people know that it's my idea due to the retardedness but nvm. it's cute :D
stars 3F folded <3
MR lee in bball jersey
4 sleeping people
2 people sleeping on one another. miss low is super convinced that bball don't produce gays. wait till she see this. alot alot of people took photos heeh :D

went out with nenque<3>

haha. lunch at macs thn went to watch made of honour. it's not bad though nenque was obviously disgusted at the rate the male lead and his father have sex on daily basis.

but i thought that the show was okay, at least the male lead and the female lead have a happy ending.

**she laugh real loudly in the cinema**

after that went to take neos :D

i know i look ~~short~~ small and petite next to her. nope that's cause she's huge. hehe

i'm going to miss CSC/STTA match on tuesday cause of BSP camp. urghhh. screw BSP.

SHIT THIRD LANG

2008-05-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

When you've been missing third language classes since the previous common test:

1. You don't know when's the next common test coming up
2. They are 2 whole chapters ahead of you when you next check
3. You don't feel like studying anymore
4. They are 3 Kanji quizzes ahead of you
5. You have to do 5 fuxi quiz before the next lesson 'cause they're going thru

and gosh. those are all included in the CA
not to mention compres and listening and assignments here and there which i can't be bothered to do
and our group work project. It's supposed to be due before CA i think. whereever it is now.

Interclass pictures :D

2008-05-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

Haven't updated for a long long long time :D
haha. camp was fun. the activities were okay. some quite sian but yeah. fooling around in the bus and hotel room was fun. talentnight was fun too. pokemon and powerpuff girls <3
shall update about lvl camp sometimes l8r, cause have to go out and visit my sister at her sch. haven't seen her for a long time. since i went to camp. and yeah, when i came back she's at camp alrdy
sorta miss her and parents during camp. though they nag quite alot and my sister is quite a nuisance and stuff

<3 3FRUTIPS :D
some photos i kupped from cls blog after interclass

interclass was fun and good, though we did not get in top4, but yeah, all of you must agree that we've performed much better than we expected in the beginning, when we learnt that there's gonna be a interclass match.

<3 ya! interclass team 'o8 :D (listing all those who came to support us and train with us though we never take team photo):
Ruixin, Angela, Jasmine, Huien, Xingfang, Joy, Charlene, Teresa, Sihui
<3 <3 <3 <3 (:

and yes, we bonded. i forgot who i heard from, (one of the interclass ppl) but yeah, interclass gave us a chance to talk and work with people we never knew we would never actually imagine of working with. is like, breaking up from cliques for a few bball sessions and monkeying around really helps alot with the bonding.

and thanks justin, junjie shikai and jacky for all their help, training us and stuff. i actually can dribble a ball now and do lay-ups leh (though they suck) but yes, compare that with before, it's alrdy a miracle.
goes to show how fantastic our jiaolians are ;D

monkeying around after the match against 3J:D

Angela, Huien and me on the tree
Angela Joy Huien Me watching Justin climb tree. Apparently i jumped away from that branch cause i scared break thn i die -.-
whose ever butts are those. i suspect that the big ass person's me. cause only 2 ppl wore old pe pants and climb the tree (me and angela). and there are 2 old pe pants ppl up there. and i assume that i have a hotter ass thn angela
me and angela on another tree. huien preparing to climb i think.

cool right. tree climbing is our new hobby
people people people who brought cameras to lvl camp./ send all your photos to ruixin okay. thn i can kope cause i want them ;D

15th bday :D

2008-05-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

okay. it's abit late. cause my bday was like ytd. but nvm (: haha.

1. BIRTHDAY IS A NICER TERM WITH THE SAME MEANING OF GROW FAT DAY GOSH.

1 whole kg of birthday fats in a day

Thank you all those people who wished me happy birthday and stuff. yeah. love all of you (: heeh

some pictures that i've taken recently. ;D

gosh. this is NOT taken by me. it's by my sister. when my mum call me i still playing some stupid game on her phone and my sister took this picture and show my mama as evidence that i'm dao-ing her delibrately. okayy. i look super super black. cool (: and i'm super happy when i saw this photo cause my hair looks like it grew longer or something

one of our basketball training days. and angela is not angelic at all okay. don't let her jersey cheat you. she damn rough one when it comes to bball >.<

Angela me and joy :D

Me and angela. okay i look stupid. i mean, how good can 1 look after a basketball practise right. Notice that we changed shirt. it's taken on the same day leh :D

Ruixin and charlene. on the mrt :D

junjie and dillon walking super fast and funnily when we were at the airport.

Heehh. i don't know how this picture actually ended in my phone. but nvm. in commemoration of carrie. who made me pump alot on my bday >:@

Me and my doggy :D ignore my stupid fat legs. but my dog is super super pissed cause he wants to take photo thn i carry him so he cannot pose nice nice one

Whoo. the nice nice slice of cake 2j07 gave me like exactly one week before my bday. and thanks people for singing my bday song real real loud in the canteen. (louder thn the rest at least) haha. i feel super honoured and proud ;DD

My bday cake. Yeah. it's not ice cream with tigger like how i was last year but who's complaining. this cake is super nice leh. my dad bought it for his bday last year and i ate half the cake myself and they all veh veh angry at me >.<

ruixin is super nice and she gave me this bear i had to balance the whole day okay. and yongsheng want to rape it and huien love to poke the nose.

and this attracted super alot of attention from the teachers -.-

Thanks people for your presents :D

haha. my birthday was cool cause alot alot of people wished me happy birthday.

Like lydia, dilys, yingying, jade, kimberlyn, jo'di, nenque, junwen, nicole,shermaine, xiaowei, okay fine. i don't feel like listing all of them down ya know.

there's still the table tennis team

and of course 3F (:

and mr yap. and ms low and mr hong (cause they saw the bear bear by ruixin on the table)

ms low gave me a maths assignment for my bday present. and she said that i'm guai :D

mr hong hope say that his present is a easy physics test that we had that day. gosh i tell u it's not easy. or maybe cause i forgotten everything.

oh cool. we took our weight today cause mr yap say that we are going to grow alot of fatter during lvl camp cause the camp involves alot of eating. thn i lost like 5 kg (which i gained back at the later part of the day) since the beginning of the year.

i'm still heavy. it's cause i was heavier at the beginning of the year. (come back from hongkong with super alot of nice food to eat) but i told ms low it's cause of stress. and she say that i'm veh poor thing.

okay. i hope that it works and she would give less assignments and feedback to the school and we can have less topics tested for the wk 10 test. like we can get rid of circles cause i don't uds the whole fucking topic. and i get veh veh pissed off whenever i can't do a single question on any w/s when everyone can see all the bloody properties

and i had my bday song sang like 4 times (:

1. by 3F. thanks people <3

2. by the table tennis people (:

3. by some of the eds dance ppl ;D (i was rather stunned though)

4. by my family.

didn't really celebrate or whatever like the previous years. expensive meals and presents and stuff 'cause of some reason. but yeah. it was a nice birthday for me.

interclass is comingg ;D everyone jiayou (:

2008-04-19T02:39:00.000-07:00

i understand that i've not been blogging for a long long time :D heeh(: my blog's getting dead and all.
yarh. have been rather busy with loads and loads of stuff. alot happened. so i'd just touch on all those i rmb.

like 2 weeks ago, something embarassing happened.
last week, another embarasssing thing happened. like both happened on sundays. probably i'd do something stupid tomorrow again. gosh. hope not.

Embarrassing thing 1
I was walking to marine parade library to meet yingying(seah) and study there. thn on the way there, my slippers got stuck in this four leave clover shape thingo (the one the lies on grass patches or something. gosh i hope you know what i'm talking about cause i don't know how to describe it) cause i wanted to take a short cut when i'm walking thru the HDB blocks. Then my slippers got stuck in between.
i went: oh fuck. stuck.
so i attempted pulling the slipper out with both my hands. and went: don't worry mummy's going to get you out.
i don't know since when i started talking to slippers but yeah, i just said that
apparently it cannot came out.
thn this guy, about 17-19 years old i guess, asked me if i needed help. and i went okay. so he pulled it out really hard.
and i stared at my pathetic slippers. cause he used so much force i'm scared that he would break it into 2 or something.

anyway, being a girl with good manners. i thanked him. but it was super super embarrassing. cause
1. i was talking to my slippers
2. i got stuck cause i don;t want to walk the normal way and i cannot pull it out.

Embarrassing thing 2
I was trying clothes during shopping with my mama. and the fitting room door got stuck. like great.
so i got stuck inside for half an hour, pushing the thing until it came out,
and my fingers are all red.
i officially pronounce myself to have: 'fitting room phobia'!

apparently the next day in school, i made ppl go to the toilet with me in case the door gets stuck. at least someone can go call for help like how my mum did
though useless. cause it's a one way lock.
they almost sent people to come knock the door down.

bball was fun ytd. and last week. hahas. other classes are like training so often and we are only training every friday. and yeah. we never had full attendance before. anyway, JIAYOU 3F GIRLS FOR BBALL AND GUYS FOR SOCCER.
haha. they guys were nice. they teached us how to play though i am like hopelessly lousy still after them teaching for so long. but yeah, thanks :D

i have loads of things to do now. like geog, ace, chinese, theory lalalala.
i screwed maths up ytd. i suck at maths. urghh.

;(

2008-04-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday was miura's bday. that hot hot lead from koizora. haha ;D

and i'm aching all over
2.4 tmr/ greattt. i'm so going to flunk

body muscle achee. old man went mad and torture me like %(*)(_& ytd. and i didn't dare to tell him that i'm exhausted and no more energy to move my hand.

at the end when i finally see after 1.5 hrs, he said that i was dumb cause i didn't dare tell him.

i scared he scream at me marh. -.- how i know if he bad mood thn i say and die more right -.-

koizora

2008-04-04T03:48:00.000-07:00

waiting for the video to load onlineee.
hmm watching this movie that jade and carrie said is super nice and touching
just started. but yeah, it's nice. and the guy has a sexy voice and is quite shuai and is sweet plus that girl is super cute.
blahh.i damn jealous ;( jap girls are always so freaking cute one D:

i bet i would cry in the end. cause it's supposed to be sad. i cry even in comedies.
back watching :D

hehe

2008-04-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

i would rush home after school tmr after my LA make-up compre test and then i would be a good girl and do my cca cip proposal with carrie and thn i would study for HCL test and BSP test and Maths pop quiz and do all my hw and try to start to do some projects.

seriously i've been slacking thru the week, sleeping before 10 everynight when i reach home like at 7-8 plus, bathe, eat and do some crap infront of the comp.

eww. i'm so DEAD.

luckily i'm not missing anymore lessons, or i might as well go kill myself alrdy

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1st April

2008-03-31T20:48:00.000-07:00

Sadly i have to miss school today when i just realised that it's april fool day. i don't like being fooled by others but yes, i love playing tricks on others and seeing their funny expressions.
i concluded that i should not attempt to reply tags on my tagboard >.<

rou: i totally agree with ruixin larh. your blog is like still alive? hahahahha. ;D
ruixin: you stupid typo your own name. i smarter that time i go your hse and tag you with your name hehe(:
xiaoweii: it's not you but still, if i need people you would be there and assist me right? hehe. thn we can go to jail together :D danchaofan<3
nenque: okay. next time it's ai xin zao can or wan can :D wahahahaha, i like to niao you alot (: come my hse soon and see my dog larh(:
yingying: yes :D i'm good with aries (: and i see another yingying freaking out cause i'm not good with capricorn.
yingying(: : means veh inaccurate larh the horoscope. cause i AM super excellent with you so don't worry ;D i wouldn't kill you
charlene: yes :D go check (: i think that it's super entertaining leh this kinda stuff. can judge your erm, personality >.< haha.

i feel damn crappy. -.- and yeah. i'm finally updating. haven't came online since the last time i posted. because i've been like sick >.< i hate sports day! or maybe it's just about me being weak and a loser. nvm.
i hate.hate.hate sitting under the sun. it makes you red and black and sweat and can't open your eyes and sick. means medicine and stuff would soon come in.
and when you are sick. whatever you say seldom make sense. and all you feel like doing is like sleeping sleeping and sleeping.

after i came home from sports day on friday. apparently i was a loner and came home myself cause everyone is busy ;( i did not even bother to eat lunch and just bathed and sleep, woke up for dinner. sleep.
thn on saturday morning i did not have appetite. so i wasted alot alot alot of food. i thought that the food was disgusting and did not notice that the problem lies with me.

i drank milo.
and ate some kueh thingo. 1 mouth. "omg. mama, this sucks. i dwan" *throws away*
ate some rice thingo. 1 mouth. "what stall you buy from arh? disgusting leh!" *throw away*
mum: "thn eat your favourite egg tart"
me: "this egg tart no taste one". *throw away*

see. i told you i wasted alot of food. and i poured away half cup of milo too cause i thought that it tasted horrible.
thn i went for training. tell me i'm amazing.

came home from training.
dad: "what you want to eat"
me: "porridge"
dad: *went to buy* *came back*
me: "sucks leh. no taste one. where you buy from"
*throw away* "see i eat all these sucky food today i headache"

thn i took my temperature. and realised that i was having a high fever. -.- so i took panadol and sleep again.

sunday morning. i woke up for aspen chem. and i actually survived class cause of the panadol i ate in the morning. it was like my grandma's bday that day. and they went for buffet. eh great. so i just sit there and take all kinda food and eat a bit and pick here and there and apparently all no taste and throw away all the food again. i think the waitress there hates me.

and my aunt baked a cake. and i did not eat. i did not even intend to attempt. l8r i throw away after one mouth her heart broken you see.
so i went home, and sleep.

thn monday morning i was still having a high fever of 38.8. but i just ate 2 panadols and went to school. gosh. i almost died i swear. and i screwed up chinese presentation totally. SORRYY (for all those in my grp) and feng lao shi pointed out that she was disappointed with me too. actually, i was disappointed with myself too. hmm.

i think the fever medicine's effect is running out. so if i'm blogging nonsense or if you can't uds what the hell i'm saying, sorry.
i'm trying super hard to talk sense alrdy.

left halfway during geog. and mr yap pointed out that i either have table tennis, or i have fever. forever leaving class i know . hehe.
i'm so totally going to have problem catching up with my studies. that's for sure.

went to see doctor. i hateeee medicine. got alot you know ;(( it's bitter and tastes disgusting.
doctor gave me a 2 days MC.
which explains why i'm blogging now instead of sitting in the class room.
okay, i should not be sitting in the classroom if i were in school i should be in the bus.

there is like tournament today. against who i dno. but i have to go to plmgss l8r to play. hehe. i feel okay. i can move and i'm hyper. i just cannot talk sense.
imba right. cannot go school can go for tournament. hehe.

okay. i should just stop blogging. cause i really cannot stand myself now cause i don't think that i'm talking sense too.

horoscope

2008-03-27T05:53:00.001-07:00

the bsp lesson ytd inspired me to check my horoscope in detail online, analyse what is inside and see whether it is true anot. i realised that there are only 3 taurus in 3F ;( aww. (20th April-20th May), namely MEEE :D, Dillon and Justin.

Seriously. i don't see the link between me and any of them. ~~the height tells all.~~ not to mention erm, character and preference. but hey. there's something in common! all from sports cca (: though i suppose mine is the slackest one.

So it means whatever i am going to post l8r might be true for 1 of us only. hmm. maybe.

Venus - (Taurus, Libra) As most of us already know, Venus rules love, beauty, attraction, and possessions. It can mean refinement and culture, or it can succumb to idleness and promiscuity

the Taurus individual is a stable, conservative, home-loving individual who will always make a loyal friend or partner.

The Taurus personality is one of the most easily recognizable of the zodiac. These are steady, reliable people who only rarely get frazzled or upset. Like a bull, the Taurus personality will almost never lose course and will remain level no matter what chaos surrounds him. Taurus knows his own strength but usually handles situations with dignity and self-control. Push him too far, though, and the Taurus individual can suddenly turn into a raging bull, and once this happens, he will be difficult to calm. And oh yes, lest we forget, the Taurus individual is stubborn - the most stubborn of all the zodiac signs. Once he forms an opinion, he is immovable, and nothing will change his mind. Taurus likes the good life, but tends to be careful with money, slowly building up wealth as he goes. Not all Taureans are rich, but you won't find many at the very bottom of society.

These are the folks we go to for support. when we are in a crisis. However, as the most stubborn sign in the zodiac, you will find that your Taurus friend can often be maddeningly inflexible and unable to see any view but his own. However, if you can avoid those types of situations, the Taurean friend will be a loyal one who will enjoy nights out on the town in nice bars and restaurants, and who is good with his hands and will be willing to help with any tasks you are unable to do yourself. His house and yard will be well-appointed and comfortable, and he will likely be well-set financially, if not overtly wealthy. Just remember, that with Taurus, the by-words are stable and reliable, and you can hardly go wrong by choosing a Taurus friend!

okayy. i think that this is damn crap ;D but it's kay. my mum told me that i am as stubborn as a bull that's why i'm a taurus -.- really. i've never noticed that i'm stubborn. but definitely i like doing stuff my own way. i mean, who doesnt' right. like who likes listening to others and doing what they tell you to?

and one thing for sure, my reaction is as slow as a cow. i have serious human reaction error. don't uds, just come see me play tabletennis and you'd uds the seriousness of my reaction error.

see this link astrological couples. i gurantee it freaking interesting. :D There are some ppl who get married with all those with astrological signs not suitable, and they end up tgt, for whatever reason. but there are those who murdered one another. 0.0 interesting yeh?

Seriously, whoever i end up with, i won't kill. higher chance the person kill ,e. cause i hate the sight of blood. it makes me puke. as in not female's period blood for goodness sake. but that kind of i cut you up and slash u with a sharp dagger blood. hmm.

i'm supposedly
excellent with: Virgo, and Aquarius
good with: Aries, Taurus (though my mum said that 2 stubborn bulls would kill one another), Gemini, Cancer, and Pisces.
maybe with: Libra and Saggitaurus (root word: taurus ;D)
and unlikely with: Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius

hmm. i must watch out. with i'm with Leo, Scorpio of Aquarius, there's a chance whereby i would die horribly. heeh. i would get murdered. cause i don't like murdering people and i'm nice and i'd get nightmares and god tells me that killing is bad cause i'm taking away lives of others that equally important as mine as he gives it all >.<

FUCK

2008-03-24T06:46:00.001-07:00

FUCK IT. i must have been a fucking terrorist my previous life. that's why i'm paying off all my fucking debts this life. i don't get why i need to tolerate fucking people when they throw their fucking attitude at me.

Good Friday

2008-03-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hmm. Today was a.. productive day i guess. And unlike a normal boring friday of school and homework and tests and all kinda stupid stuff. i think that it is a good friday :D

Ruixin came to my house ~~which is like in a big mess~~ this morning and we got some work done. I studied physics, all those i missed due to tournaments and tournaments -.- and ruixin did some of her geog paper (which i did not notice her doing) and chemistry (i helped okay! haha)

After that we had like lunchh. Which is like super nice :D cause i like the curry beef i dno why. from like terminal 2 canteen's japanese stall. it's super addictive (:

And haha. ruixin's scared of my cute doggie pooh and my cute doggie likes to bark and her. gosh! he so scary? he just don't like strangers. after awhile he would be veh veh friendly and cute one ;D right jade/yingying?

After that at like about 2. we saw shikai online -.- and he was supposed to appear at ruixin's hse at like 3.00 with jj to do chinese project, though jj's not from our chinese project group larh. When his house is like super far. i dno how would he appear there in like an hour time. He is supposed to go there and study. supposed to
So i reminded him. and apparently he stupidly lost track of time o.o
(PM 1:56) ♥DEBORAH:
you going ruixin's hse for chinese at 3 right?
(PM 1:57) ♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ shikai:
ya with jj
(PM 1:57) ♥DEBORAH:
thn u still online? -.-
(PM 1:57) ♥ə̲̅F٥̲̅٦̅ shikai:
oh ya hor
See i told you all he's stupid :D

Me and ruixin were like doing work, watching videos like TT bug in the beach, this small cute 4 years old girl singing timbaland's,onerepublic's apologize. She's like super chio and cute with beautiful eyes. She's like totally a potential pop star/model kinda thingo.

Thn we left my hse at about 2.50pm. Haha. late! thn missed bus 2. So we sat at the bus stop and wait. At that time, wenzhong and zexi reached ruixin's hse alrdy! Thn dillon called and asked where are we, ruixin proudly announce that we're outside my hse and he told us to walk there -.- hey. it'd take us much longer thn waiting for the bus okayzxzxz.

And apparently ruixin's hand's too long she needs to press the stop button at the opposite side of the aisle to stop the damn bus o.o okayyy.

Did chinese. We accomplished quite alot today! The whole group other thn junkai was here. hmm. first time so many ppl turn up to do larh.

They were watching these few funny videos on how to be a nerd, how to be a gangster and how to be a i dno what alrdy larh. ma de. haha. super funny de. thn they watch this 'who have highest voice' pk thingo. i love tank and genie<3 yay ;D and wenzhong or shikai were like saying that their voice can be higher thn mine all that. HELLO. IM A GIRL LEH. I HAVE HIGHER VOICE;(

Had dinner and ruixin's hse and the wanton mee is like so super big portion -.- and i realised that jj's appetite is super small for a guy ya know. and wenzhong's forever eating super fast, like he nvr eat for days.

Talking about eating! RUIXIN I HAVEN'T TELL U SOMETHING YET LARH. the one i said i cannot say on the lunch table. must remind me tmr okay. damn funny one (:

I think our video was super super cool. esp the gay thingo larh. the gays were super hot okay. WHY MUST ALL GAYS BE LIKE HOT?
so unfair right. and i'm kinda addicted to the sweet :D the nice nice one. haha. that's not very informative.

After we went back to work after dinner, jj started playing with the wushu swords in the small room. and he was driving me mad larh. i kept running around the room screaming and hiding at a corner and he still come to the corner and point the scary long sword with me. i officially have a phobia for swords, seriously.

And jj's wearing some grey bball tee today. So when outside the room was like dark, *it's at night and the lights are off*, he knocked the door. and i was standing there. I SERIOUSLY DID NOT SEE ANYONE OUTSIDE AT ALL. thn i opened the door, wondering who was it. and jj walked in. and i got shocked like $%^&*(. haha. there's actually someone outside and i never see anyone!
he's really dark, not my problem

Other thn that, we accomplished the script ;D and we've been trying to call jk like crazy but he dao all our phone calls. and finally at night he picked up our call and everyone were like super pissed off at him. the guys are like scolding him over the phone. but apparently i realised that dillon ended up talking cock and joking and laughing. okayy....

We did the recording with the help of jj :D hahaha. he keeps on laughing halfway. i dno why. everytime he say 专注 he would start laughing like some mad man and cannot continue. and shikai talks very very very loud. he was like trying to demo to jj how loud should he be and ~~expected but~~ SO FREAKING LOUD.

they were supposed to be doing homework. end up dillon helped all 3 of them, ruixin, jj and shikai to do geog essay. which was due on thursday and the 2 guys played dota and pokemon. -.- i thought that pokemon was outdated %&*( years ago okay.

oh yeah/ and i went to see ruixin's dresses and ruixin came to see my dress. that we agreed to wear for tmr's co concert. oh dear. is 百年难得一见 to see deborah wearing dress okayx.

and dillon said that vantage point's not nice. okay. i shall not watch it. ~~if i ever find time to~~

went home at like 9.30. the 2 guys left, jj and sk, walked to simei mrt i think. my mum came to fetch me ;D yay(: see. i told you that today was a productive day. i worked on and off and quite alot from 10.30 when rx came to 9.30 when we left rx's hse

i guess that i'm more hardworking this year? i dno. i mean, i still don't study hard before tests, do my assignments decently and get straight As for those i can score in a stuff. see. i'm not revising but sitting her and blogging when i have 2 million things coming up and competition taking up alot of my time. but it's just better than the previous years i guess, when i had sucky working attitude, the all play and no work done kinda thing. yeap. i need to jiayou this year, i don't want to disappoint anyone ;D my dad, my mum and everyone who loves and care for me. everyone jiayou too okay? haha. i would try my best to help anyone that needs my help. though my ability is like super limited and stuff

oh yeah, DHS PINGPANG JIAYOU FOR MONDAY'S MATCH OKAY! C GIRLS AND B GIRLS BOTH MUST SHOW EVERYONE WHAT WE'VE GOT AND MARCH INTO THE TOP 8 PROUDLY ;D

Good Friday Eve

2008-03-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

AARON <3
i was always crazy over aaron but ruixin and carrie can knows why i'm so random to be so obsessed all of a sudden (:

Tomorrow is Good Friday. But i guess i would not be going to church. There are like little catholic churches in Singapore i guess. As compared to Christian churches and stuff. Plus there are alot of filipinos that are actually catholic. Those who come to Singapore and work, alot of them. So i would not be going to church and stand outside the chapel cause i cannot go in due to overconjestion.

So, ruixin would be coming to my house to mug at 10am :D At 3, we would be meeting the rest of the chinese project group at her house, and hopefully, no, we MUST finish it by tomorrow. it is like due next tuesday! must perform leeehhhh.

And feng lao shi says that she is going to record it down. Gosh. My voice sounds horrible recorded. Worse than it already is. And there are people saying that my voice is high pitched at times. Imagine my voice being high that day and record down.. DAMN HORRIBLE LEH. ;((

i finally changed my skin (:

i am aching all over

i need a shopping trip like NOW?

gosh. i guess there's something wrong with me recently. i can just start crying for no reason and pms like crazy. i think it might be because of stress, or because i lack sleep and pms plus stuff. i should stop getting pissed and showing my attitude plus black face to people for no reason. sorry and thanks for putting up with me everyone :D

2nd time today :D

2008-03-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

Gosh. i know i've alrdy posted today. :D but yeah. i just feel like posting something retardedddd(:

i love jade ya know. cause it's worth alot of money and it's green. ok. i'm random and i know it.

i seldom post 2 times a day! but from next wk onwards, i guess i'm going to post less again ;( sch reopen. nationals ;(( urghhh

i know you all would miss my posts cause they are random and funny and cockish. okay it might not be funny but it's def random and full of nonsense ;D

but yay ;D i'm going to train tmr (: at least i feel less horrible this way. maybe. but i;m going to be 2 hours late for chinese project meeting tmr. sorry sorry sorry people >:@ i'll do more hw . really i mean it..

the green and expensive stuff just send me this japanese poem and i'm supposed to tell her what it means Apparently a noob like me who can hardly pass would never decipher a thing like this. but i guess it's some love poem, about meeting first time, thn sad all that, yarh. can recognize all the emotions from the kanjis right. thn meet the 2nd time all the happy, blessed feelings and stuff.

see how retarded i am:

♥DEBORAH says:
what the hell is that
:' ( says:
jap
:' ( says:
-_-
♥DEBORAH says:
what is it supposed to mean
♥DEBORAH says:
sounds like some kinda of
♥DEBORAH says:
super poem to me
♥DEBORAH says:
*stupid
:' ( says:
LOL
♥DEBORAH says:
omg.
♥DEBORAH says:
why did i type super
haha. SUPER POEM ;D
yay (:

Friday ;D

2008-03-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

I'm like supposed to finish all my homework today. wish me good luck. plus i just made a new discovery. Japanese common test 2 is like on tuesday! oh no! i just realised that today. and i've been ponning lessons/sleeping and talking cock since common test 1 is over. is why are they rushing so many tests hurh >;@ ct one just over lehh. ;( make my life so sad you see --> ;( ;( ;( (i'm sad) gambatte neh!

I've not been going for training like the whole March Holidays. and nenque just told me that we are playing against their school, who i think is super super imba >.<>
I guess i'm not going for training tmr again. means i'm trainingless for like 1 whole week of holiday when nationals start like, the first week or something. (most probably) gahh. cause we like need to do chinese tmr at ruixin's house! and my mum is super super unhappy with me skipping training leh. pleaseee. can i like go for training thn leave halfway thn come and do? i can like, do more 'homework' or whatever you know, i don't mind. ;D

today supposed to go to orchard with carrie and jade etc. but my mum don't allow. -.- guess what's the reason. she said now take mrt also veh dangerous cause mas selamat is running around the place, yarh, so l8r he bomb orchard or something. whatever.

MAS SELAMAT I BEG YOU BOMB ANYWHERE ALSO DONT BOMB ORCHARD OKAY. I VEH LONG NVR GO THERE SHOPPING LIAW o

kay. but she started asking me what time to what time and which part of orchard and something about busy hours. thn i was like: okay nvm i told them i'm not going alrdy. So, she and my dad brought me and my sister out for lunch buffet today ;D omg, damn fat leh. but is like. super ex kinda buffet. so don't care larh, i just eat eat and eat (:

when nationals start i'm not supposed to play anymore ya know. cause i can't play decently due to like lack of training and too heavy cannot run properly. but i came back and weigh and i did not gain any weight. 0.0 so i assume whatever little muscles i have all turned back into fats after buffet. some random pictures ;D
Eating HAPPILY
not disgusting enough?
damn horrible right! got people eat lidat one.
ahh; i think my feet grew bigger (:
went shopping. and bought two jeans in esprit ;D

nice right? it was like on offer ;D $70 only.
but it makes me thigh look bloody fat leh this jeans. like it's not fat enough w/o the help of the jeans

Another one. on offer too. $105.
Don't tell me that both look the same >.<>

My sister bought jeans too :D anyway. my mum spent the money happily cause she wanted to renew her esprit member so i don't feel guilty spending her money. (:

then i saw this super nice top. i think it's for guys or something. but it looks super super nice. and i tried it and my mum said that it's super nice too. but it's like $150. gosh. my mum would NEVER spend $150 for a top. and this nice nice limited edition watch she wanted to buy for like $169 and i dno why she had second thoughts about buying it when she almost bought it >.<>

gahh! i can't find a pic of that online. but it's similar to this. only that it's nice and it's supposedly for men. yarh. but i think i still look like a woman in that -.-

Okay, random photo i took of the badminton cupboard. like there's a english one alrdy. and recently they added a chinese one up too. for chinese teachers or their china coach, maybe 0.0
Okay. my dog was at the back of the car. thn he climbed front and on my father's lap at the driver's seat and slept there for the rest of the journey. -.- He does weird things you know.

Like we don't let him get up the cushion chair cause it's super expensive and he scratched 2 massage chairs until spoil alrdy and that's like his territory or something and he sleeps there at night and he don't let us get up. thn we bought him this shirt that day and he wore it cause these few days it's like raining and super cold and all. he wear shirt he think he's human alrdy. immediately he jump up to the cushion chair and sit with us o.o

of course we chase him down immediately. l8r that also become his territory thn our whole family have to sit on the floor alrdy 0.0

My sister
This pee guy. Whne you soak it in water it's supposed to pee. yarh. i just found it in the car yesterday.

Gahh. if i'm not going training tmr i would walk to ruixin's house instead of taking bus to burn my fats from like double buffet this week.

i want contacts suddenly you know. so that i can wear sunglasses which is super seh. yarh. according to my mum i can just don't wear specs. -.- but still, it's damn irritating leh. if don't wear specs must take in and out and bring everywhere you go. though can improve eyesight so that you don't rely on it all the crap.

yar. i still want contacts. grey colour ;D but carrie say that sch don't allow coloured contacts. ah :( spoilsport.

yay;D hw and jap now ;(( still got empire of the sun test -.-
GOD SAVE ME

tralalalaa

2008-03-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

i'm complaining that jasmine that nothing interesting happens to me. yes, i totally think so leh.

tag replies first
jasmine: duhh. angeline is like super super gay. she got almost double of my marks for the damn ACE essay.
ANGELA: hahahaha. JK's seriously OBSESSED. how can you stand sitting in front of him arh. he must be blasting carries at you everyday right.
lisha: hello. i'm not an auntie. yeah, you are super random there
yingying: hello yingying (: i know which yingying you are and i have 2 other friends called yingying 0.0 hahaha
nenque: yes! i want to watch stepup2 :D love you. must finish your ai xin wu can okies?
doria: it's a super nice movie larh! eeyer. you damn evil leh. nvr come back and support us for our matches.
charlene: yes! i finished watching finally. it's nice:D chritian bale looks nicer when he's young. the grown up version of him looks better with the batman mask on.;D

Today is tuesday! and YAY i haven't got any holiday homework done or started yet! unless you consider geog reflections as a homework. i finished that like in class or something.

I went for buffet yesterday, like whatever. it's not as if i'm not fat enough but, forget about it, they serve nice food there. And i love salmon sashimi :D

Today did not go for training cause of the sunsport competition. Went super super early like at 9am cause my juniors and carrie's match start earlier than mine, mine is like 12noon. But it was better thn training cause i only played 2 matches and the rest of the time i'm like slacking away and talking nonsense, before my mum came to pick me and we went to bugis for lunch and to collect my japanese certificate for some dumb test you pay money to attend.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I PASS JAPANESE.

Today in sunsport i had an interesting time talking crap. haha. and niao-ing carrie about... PRETEND YOU NEVER SEE ANYTHING ;D

see her tag on ruixin's blog:
CARRIE: KEN RUI XIN. CAN YOU PLEASE TAKE THAT SMALL SMALL PARAGRAPH OFF YOUR WORDPRESS. thankew
apparently ruixin's reaction was like 'huh'. ok lemme tell you which part:

and junkai is SERIOUSLY crazy over carrie -.- and he makes things so open. today deborah was like, if table tennis have concert junkai you sure go right. and he was like obviously. wth lahh -.-

SEE. IS HE OPEN DE. RX ALSO SAY IS NOT I GO BIGMOUTH. I NEVER SAY ANYTHING :x. ok i did ask about the concert thingo. but is he himself okay.
still got alot alot of stuff. is he go publicise to the class himself. i never shout out loud or whatever leh.
angela and sihui can be my witness over his 'nothing-to-do-with-innocent-deborah-obsession'

tmr i'm going to skip training again(: cause of sunsport 2nd round and carrie still gotta go for training. ok i'm going to be super super horrible when school reopens and national start but, yarh. it's not my fault leh. :D
means the whole holiday i would be training-less cause there're only 2 trainings this holiday :D

yay;

Kaleidoscopee

2008-03-07T04:30:00.000-08:00

YAY ;D Term 1 is like finally over larh.
Whenever i tell jasmine i'm going to update she will fully support my decision.
:D teehees :D not that bad what. once/twice a week.

This holidays going to be super super hiong. But
i still want to go watch stepup2 with carrie and jade on friday.
Both 3B ppl larh, but, it's k

Went to Bugis after school with Joy and Serena yesterday. Actually planned to go home one, since no one can watch movie with me, everyone so busy. Then both of them popped out. (: Wanted to watch L change the world but joy needs to reach hostel by 7.30 so did not have much time larh.

We talked and talked in the train we missed bugis -.- so got dwn at lavender and take the train back one stop. omg so dumb..Went to take neoprints. :D

I don't know why is it so freaking slanted when i scan it in but, nvm.

Then went to Kino and Joy bought magazines and Serena went outside to buy a voodoo doll. it was like super funny larh. Serena said she wanted a voodoo for IQ one. so we looked thru the booklet on different kind of voodoos. we as in me and serena. joy was smiling happily at her magazine page.

Then we cannot find any suitable voodoos. so i told her to go ask the woman sitting there. she really went to ask larh!
Serena: excuse me, is there any voodoo to make IQ higher anot.
Woman: *look shocked* Hurh!? *pauses* don't have leh. but for studies one have *went to take a few for serena*
Then serena decided to buy this that is supposed to allow people to get super high marks and top in class that looks like harry potter. ;D
After that we engaged in some kind of stupid voodoo conversation. Part of it includes Angeline buying alot of them and prayiing to it at home everyday that's why she's like so gay.

Hello, She got like 13/20 for physics
16/20 for chemistry and
19/20 for ACE esaay!
OMFGZZZ RIGHT?!?!!!

Today's program was quite sian larh. other than the morning thingo, which both rx and jasmine injured themselves in cause of the confetti. urghh. me and peishan weren't paying attention thru most of the concert. playing with cube mainly. and heard that miss ling confiscated 8 today o.O

Then we had this cut paper thing and the teacher took mine, peishan's and angeline's to get the some 2nd round of selection hahahaha. And janson was like super irritating and went around taking spas and horrible photos of everyone. like 170+ or 190+? urghh. he took alot of my candid shots.

Upload all on class blog!
and the class photo was nubbad. and the one 4 of us de is not bad lurh. hahahs. first group photo we took together!
when someone finally send me i'll upload ;D

Went home with Monica and met jiaying and her friend in the MRT. hey i made a new friend today from 3E called jiaxin and i know more than that ok. i know that she's in band and she blows the french horn and she's in msp.

see i'm not blur i know alot. SEE RUIXIN AND JASMINE. SEEEEE.

yesterday was missteng's last lesson :( so freaking sad. hope that she got good results for her A lvls that's she supposed to get back today and hope that she's coming to watch Empire of the Sun tgt with us at ruixin's hse, my dvd (: Some guys stood on the table and went oh captain my captain. serena sent me the video. i was so freaking tempted to do that, and i saw, mr yap kok hung and lvl discipline master walk past -.-

ruixin! don't emo le okay (: you can tell me anything if you feel like saying a don't want anyone to know cause 90% chance i won't understand it -.- that's why i've notice. year 3 liaw haven't grow smarter yet. my dad told me that my iq confirm below 50. YARH RIGHT.

HOLIDAYS!

boooohhh

2008-02-29T05:07:00.000-08:00

zonals are finally over.
ok it was over for quite a long time alrdy, the problem is i haven't updated since then by, nvm, it's kayy.
(I think everyone kena influenced by the it's kayy thingo liawx)

i shed off 1 kg last wkk and i dunno how i freaking do it since my diet never ever work longer than from dinner to breakfast next day. That's like the maximum.

And these few days i have been exercising quite alot. I don't know why. just feel like it, stressed i think, cause i screwed up:
1. Chemistry Practical.
2. LA
3. Maths
4. Physics.
Which is practically everything i took this week

And yesterday, my muscles ached from head to toe. my shoulders, my thighs, my stomach, waist blah blah blah. Today, my stomach ~~muscles~~ fats ached like shit and i gained 1 kg back today. According to my mum, i gained muscles(:

yarh. so i could not laugh for 2 days and i emo-ed alot in class and did my hw, cause whenever i laugh my stomach pain like wtfkinghellshit. ok. i think i'm damn nua cause exercise abit cannot laugh liaw.

but it's kayy. i still want to gain more and more and more muscles and be a muscle kia.

Bgirls got 3rd zonals :D
Cgirls got CHAMPIONS<3>if i ever pass physics
hahahahaha. valval said that engineer all for guys one. nvm. i shall be the unique one. rose amongst torns leh (; seh right

gosh ruixin i want pink specs.
serena i hate emo girl cause she use pinkhairband.

best friend: did you shave today?

EDIT://
I AM A 杨树
KEN IS A 康树
JJ IS A 白黑树
RACHEL IS A 陈树
YONGSHENG　ＡＮＤ　ＰＥＩＳＨＡＮ　ＡＲＥ　＜ｓ＞苏树ｓ＜／ｓ＞叔叔
ＤＩＬＬＯＮ IS 福树
JASMINE IS 武术

gosh i learnt something during chinese. yongsheng started making fun of me first larh. deborah yeo 树杨敏仪树 yarh yarh yarh. my dad planted it down derhh

2008-02-22T06:19:00.001-08:00

MY FAVOURITE PORTION OF DEAD POETS SOCIETY

it's like super touching.
when the whole dead poets soceity stand on their table
OH CAPTAIN, MY CAPTAIN

it's still so freaking sad handsome neil perry died and i missed that part.(and many many other parts) nvm, i would rent the dvd tgt with empire of the sun.

Gahhhhh >.<

2008-02-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

It's like 10.30 only. And i'm completely exhausted. I feel like falling down on my bed and sleep until tomorrow, whereby i would not be awakened by the noise of the irritating alarm clock, but to wake up naturally, when my body decides that i have enough rest.
Gosh. i wonder when that morning would ever come.

Tomorrow have,
1. Physics Quiz (not sure)
2. Geog ct
3. Chem ct
4. Match against AHS.

Next week have
1. Chem VIVA
2. Maths Quiz
3. LA test
4. Physics ct.
and who knows what would pop out.

Oh yarh. and spot check on monday.
so 'spot' hurh.
If the teacher allocated to check my class is like xie yao, who pulls down ppl's hair to see if touch the damn fringe. goodness i would cry.
don't cut for me don't cut for me.

i'm seriously stressed, tired and madddd. like who cannot see that need glasses bigger than mengran's

Goodness me, i don't know why am i updating my blog when i should be studying. And i should be catching up all the lessons i've missed because of the tournaments this week and last week.
Which is alot alot of lessons.

I missed dead poet's society's climax! Where neil perry (obviously the best looking guy in the whole show) committed suicide. ruixin said that she almost cried. i think i would cry. and today finish watching dps, i cried in the end ya know. ruixin also. and i think i saw some other people wiping off their tears. it's super touching. :`(

studyyy. i only went through a bit of geog in school and a bit of chem.
aiya, should just go school tmr and study larh.
hahas. my sehhh attitude. now you know why i'm like so screwed in all the tests we got back recently.

today's lessons were super super sian. even tjf cannot entertain me. life's sad.

stayed back after school to sorta mug with jasmine and ruixin. mugged a bit only lurh. and ruixin split milo dinosaur all over herself. wahahahaha. damn clumsy leh.
went home with them. talked about alot alot of stuffs. They seem to know alot leh. goodness. am i unobservant or am i slow?
jasmine got down at aljunied and ruixin took bus back with me :D i like to go home with her leh. cause won't ps me in mrt or something. can take bus back tgt also. veh little take bus back with me leh. ahh. still got zhiwei take same bus. but sian. nvr go back with her so long lerh.

in the busstop we met mr yeo.
me: should be go greet him anot
ruixin: huh. but we don;t know him
me: he's staring. let's just go larh
ruixin: ok
tgt: good afternoon mr yeo
mr yeo: year 2 arh?
us: nah. year 3

thn we went to another side of the stop
mr yeo walk over

mr yeo: heard that you all don't like the pe t-shirt horh
me: ok leh
*thn blah blah blah bout pe tshirt and where we live and how far is it and about bus numbers all kinda random talk*

mr yeo: which class you all in
us: 3F
mr yeo: eh. my baobei in that class leh
ruixin: who?
me: janson
mr yeo: yarh. he more and more handsome liaw leh. i very long never see him le. yue zhang yue shuai. the last time i saw him is during cny celebration...
me and ruixin: *laughing*
mr yeo: still got kajun right?
us: no.
ruixin: he in 3G.
mr yeo: orh. still got who
us: junjie and wenzhong
mr yeo: orh. junjie arh. and wenzhong. my baobei's boyfriend.
us: *laugh even harder*

then got some dumb stuff he say about his darling 2e students. and his bus came.
LAWL. i think he's damn freaking cool leh. call janson his baobei >.<

Zonals!

2008-02-15T05:52:00.000-08:00

Erm. Hello Jasmine and Ruixin. Who say i 10 000 years update once hurh. at most 10 days only what. I think. wahahahas ;D

Zonals start liaw leh. Plus third lang and alot of tests and hw. gosh, must uds that i'm super busy ok. >.< href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_gf9xaZ0BqQ4/R7WZgRZjDWI/AAAAAAAAA1E/RTnia43h57I/s1600-h/DSC00492.JPG"> The all colours fireworks together. apparently i looks horrible when you try to take it down using a camera. Me and my cousins playing at my grandma's hse during CNY

Yarh. This year CNY is like, not as good larh, not a very good start. Sort of my grandmother fell down in Macau, rushed back to singapore and had some sort of operation on chu san.
i found out after i came back from class gathering and my dad spent the whole night at the hospital.

Went to visit her the next day and the day after next after school.

Class gathering was super super fun :D i love 3F<3.>.<>.<>.<>Their bball net is super high larh. super high leh, wonder how can anyone like dunk. if you think that i'm short so it is tall compared to me. it's so not true ok. this model here is like wong jiaying. she's standing right under the net and she's standing 157.5cm tall. ok. go estimate yourself how high is that bloody thingo.

munlin playing against PLMGSS :D she was the 1st single. hahas. she damn cute larh. today our c girls pwned pl by like 4-1 :D you all seriously rock ok (:

Sec2 doubles playing :D

Processing videos on blogger seriously take super super long. damn it. i don't think i want to load liaw. it's a damn seh video whereby my junior, junhao la, he la super nice ok. it's like damn zhuan larh. gosh.

today cboys pwned NAS 4-1 too ;D nice match guys, hahas. and my brother (justin YEO) won ok. Wahahaha. i have a seriously black brother.

and i was like telling bear bear that he's sunbear and another sec one junior is polar bear. and sun bear is 177cm tall. gosh. imagine how tall goose is now. i sorta miss training with them. though i always used to complain whenever i need to play with goose cause he craps alot.

the xiwang guy is damn freaking imba. next time i shall video how he serve. wtf the action so small thn the ball sibei spin larh.

saw ignasius and gigg goh today. they are like in tkss now. gigg is 160 liaw leh wtf. and he keep on bugging me the entire day even when i'm on like duty. and mr chew thought that gigg's my brother. ahaha. gigg goh is my brother. LAWL. my younger brother taller thn me by so much arh. so black summore.gosh. how can be. confirm not same genes liaw what. and mr lu recognizes gigg as the guy with super cute dimples. hahas.

cheered for him and ignasius when they're like against AHS. ignasius lost 1st singles and gigg won last singles. but both of them improve yeah, quite alot esp gigg.

i think my khs juniors are super cute. i should really go for khs training SOON. when like i feel like getting up early on a saturday morning and go down at 9am. which is like never larh. though gigg's always trying to make me go. resort to stuff like cheating me there.

whoo. super long post :D once in a million years post so long right? hahas. alot of hw and testttt. omg. ;(( and 4 matches nxt wkk. i'm so deadd. going to miss the super impt geog talk on monday also. but there's this match against plmgss. ahh. can i like rush back to sch right after the match anottt. still got the cboys maybe. urgghhhh.

+++ i want to thank my angel for the super cute tigger you gave me ok :D however you know that i love tigger. wahahah. now i have the whole pooh family cause my mum don't like tigger and she wouldn't buy me one or lemme buy and jade bought me an eeyore and i have a piglet and alot alot of big to small poohs and even my dog's called like pooh. ok long story. i still dun have rabbit and kanga and roo and the christopher shit they are not a happy family. :(

long story :D heehhs. like the whole class knows who is my angel other thn me yarh. i don't like being kept in suspense

well. that's for all :D

chinese new year ;D

2008-02-07T21:16:00.000-08:00

hahas. yay ;D i'm finally updating my blog again.
i should reply tags first

charmaine!: yarh. why you quit frenchhh?? ahh. bad girl larh you. i look the same :D and i haven't quit jap *proud of myself* cause jap's better thn french.
ym: it says kallang bahru leh. i dunno. not meh?
shimei: wow. it's not surprising ya know. you laugh alot. ~~like me!!~~ that's our class latest trademark. the bottles :D i feel like going kboxx with you all again :D
jasmine: you adsorp. hahahahaha. i absorp. see i so pro in chemistry obviously i support green tea larh. later i tio murdered
shimei: haha. i know. about kr's sister in guides. veh funny meh?
lisha: happy cny too ;D
chloe: yesss. jap's tougher this year but funner ya know. casual conversation all that. after CNY is our CT! oh no. i haven't started
yingying: omg you don't tell me that you are high when you don't tell me why you are high. i;m high too :D
yitian: happy cny ;D
teresa: kuai gao zhang da (:
shimei: same same :D happy cny :D stop calling me bra liaw larh. ;((

Yay ;D today is chu err ;D

CNY eve ;D
did not go back to khs. slept at home till super super late(:
after that went to help my mum with some steamboat stuff and went over to my grandma's hse for steamboat.

CNY!
i wore a skirt. say wow. but it's like quite nice larh. so i did not object when my mum call me to wear. it's white. and my leg colour is like contrasting. i'm damn black now. and it's super big. like M size ok. and my mum said that it's the smallest they have for that design.
wow. luckily there's a belt.
and my dad thinks that it's too short.

After that went to watch Cj7*. my dad's favvvv actor cum director stephen chow.

Damnn cute larh the alien<3
i want to buy the toy toy if i ever see it.
the production of this movie i bet is damn freaking low.
but it's good.

supposed to be a comedy larh.
but i cried.
quite touching. esp the whole movie how the father work so hard for the son etc etc
hmm. should not say why and more. go find out yourself :D

CNY 2nd DAY :D
though my parents don't really like jay chou,
as usual, i'm going to force all of them to go with me
and watch KUNGFU DUNK today :D

OMG (:
yayyyyy <3 i've been so looking forward to it ok (:
lala.
i;m going to my grandma's for lunch
thn going to watch kungfu dunkkkk

oh yeah. but no shopping today i guess.
ytd went to TM to watch cj7 that time, the whole place was like close
except for the cinema
had a hard time finding a place to have dinner.
end up saw delifrance open and eat there :D

hope that the shops are like open today. urghhh.

tmr is 3F's first class outing (: yayyyy
perhaps i'd blog about it tmr.
but there's like super super little girls going, and all guys other thn meng ran is going.
like wooowwww.
ok. i'm feeling super random now.

zonals are going to start sooon.
shit,. i'm like eating like shit and not training at all. i'm going to dieee. right after cny holidays that wednesday against NASS. oh goodness kill meeee.
and it's going to be in DHS. out of dno how many matches 2 going to be in DHS. bahhh. no other place to hold izzit. DHS holding campus no aircon leh.

lala. nvm. monday's training i should jiayou more and slack less

;D

2008-01-31T05:16:00.000-08:00

Yay ;D ppl hve been telling me to updateeee my blog (:
ppl= teresa and shimei ;D
hahas (: haven't been online for dayyys. goodness i dno why. cause i just come home, eat bathe and sleep like pig for days.
like didn't even study or know that there was jap quiz today.
but i guess i can pass..

CARRIE! THIS IS KALLANG BAHRU LEH.

unless it upgrades or something. sorry. you're an unlucky woman :D ok. maybe happiness is not all about money.

crap. but who won't be happier with more money?

Hahas. King of Ku Ku (KKK)

Janson.

If any of you pay attention during LA, you would probably know what is KKK. Goodness. LA quiz. the whole test i only know how to do the 1st question: Long shot. and it is 1/20. 'cause i totally forgot have test and nvr study can. + it is 10% of CA. WTF.

Lala. Before training,i took this picture while balancing on the red thingo itself ok :D it is fun and train your sense of balance ;D

WHOOO. :D

Blahblah. i'm glad i've not posted for long long long. not in a very good mood recently. perhaps i'm pms-ing. no one would want to read emo sucky posts right ;D

School was ok today. i haven't give my mortal anything damn it. class outing have 13 guys and 7 girls confirm going. all guys except mengran/ and wtf. so little girls? ahhh. more ppl come larh ;D okok. esp peishan. omg. the outing would be so much less fun w/o her being retarded i promise

Yesterday our class was insane over the pen switching, spinning, whatever you call it game. i mastered it in 5 mins *smirks* and after malboro taught me he forgot how to do it himself ;D and after jasmine went to the toilet with me, she learnt 50% too ;D hahas. the toilet has amazing powers, help you absorb stuff faster. should go toilet and mug for eoys.

Malboro told me that i'm fast and smart. cause justin took 1 hour to master 2 steps and i took 5 mins ;D see. born smart larh, cannot help it. hahas. veh bhb i know. ;D

after lunch i asked this simple question on how to make sound by blowing or wahtever shit you call it yingying showed me during lunch, & the whole class went insane and everyone was trying.

goodness. 3F bond weirdly. everyone is crazyyyyyyy.

3F is starting to care and think of one another too ;D today during chem, as what ruixin mentioned in her blog, i also find this simple act very significant. people hurried to copy finish their notes so that they could help wenzhong sweep the floor and wenzhong could go and copy his notes. i'm glad we started thinking for one another. of course, there seems to be alot alot of cliques here and there still. nvm. we can bond slowly and comfortably for the rest of the 2 years ;D perhaps during level camp blah blah.

Made Mr Ken Leong marched out of class angry today. Maybe we were too much, Mr Yap prepared so much and had high expectations of his form class, yet we did not take ACE seriously. Gahh. And when other teachers complain, Mr Yap was obviously in a bad mood when he came for lesson today. He still talked nicely and tried to understand things from our POV, he's really nice to 3F, if it was me, i would probably have screamed and whatsoever.

He bothered to buy both class tees and even agreed to go for class outing. He's not just our FT, he's totally part of 3F.

Used lunchtime to do spring cleaning. Cleaned the board (peishan made it sparkle), washed our tables with detergent, everyone of us, swept the floor clean, wipe the windows, arrange tables, everyone did their part and helped out here and there. :D YAY :D 3F rawkks.

Suddenly, our class became unusually clean.

OH YEAH AND, JOIN THE GREEN TEA CLUB OK?

lemon tea club by junjie is the biggest failure. 3 bottles only.

crysanthemum tea still lost to us :D

but according to i dnoo who, guys should not drink green tea cause it kills sperms. gawd, if you're impotent, don't blame me. i don't FORCE people to join.

Finally, we stopped competing the 'bottles' in the box thingo, we produced this!

Cool hurh. the last time i saw it. there were 50 bottles in total. ;D

jiayouuu. we can go for some CIP recycling thingo.

and yeah. justin is freaking tall.

he can stand on the floor and reach up to place the bottles on top. i have to like stand on the chair and tiptoe. I want to GRROOOOWWWW. i shall be taller thn him someday. someday

2008-01-18T04:17:00.000-08:00

gosh.
i think that i'm getting more and more sensitive to what people around me do and say. really. i can feel it.
i feel pissed and bushuang over small little stuff my mum nags me at.
all the while i know that she's a naggy person and all. but i've never talked back, just sit there, listen to her scold and scream at me. this has gone on for years.
Oh dear, i feel that i'm going to explode and rebutt her one day. Soon. have this feeling that the day would come soon.

God no.
Please never let this day come.
Help me control my temper better. ;((

lalala

2008-01-17T05:54:00.000-08:00

Random post. Have been rather busy lately.
I guess i would update about how i'm getting on like tmr.
Friday! No CCA! Released at 1.15 :D and go HOMMEEEE.
oh dear. i must rmb to collect jersey after sch and pass to xiaowei grade 6 practical book tmr
i have uber bad memory one :((

Some random photos :D
vitagen! it's good for your digestion!!

One of the gifts yingying gave me :D it's cute! <3> it :D thanksssss(:

Sundayyy

2008-01-13T03:49:00.000-08:00

Lala. today i Went to Macs to mug with Jade. we were supposed to mug. Apparently we started sharing on our new class and all. Had a really nice time. talk talk talk and talk cock for 2 hours and had little work done. Who cares larh? We should totally hang out more. There seem to be endless topics to talk about and time pass uber uber fast.

That's what happen when you are your good friends get separated. Once you all meet up, you would spend all your time talking nonsense and wasting all your study time ;D yay. who cares.

i'm seriously insane today.

jade is no more sad? i think so :D 'i'm no more sad. cause i talked to jade so long today :D and cause she and xiaowei are no more sad..

i miss 2J, esp yingying, jade, xiaowei, shimei, panda, kik and rou.
they are super nice to talk to and play with :D
3F ppl are nice and all. but i still feel more comfy telling all of you and emo-ing to you all.

it takes time. maybe

i'm scared. that we would all just move on and slowly neglect one another. i've been through such periods before, it was a hard time for me.
it's not that i don't trust ya all.
sometimes, i don't even believe in myself.

ok. goodness. what am i thinking.
i really really miss 2J. :(( whenever i talk to ex2J peeps bout 2J, i feel like tearing. esp when xfamgang bout how we used to zihigh in class and scream like i-donno-whose-business.

i should think of more happy posts soon cause emo-ing is not good for health and deborah is a happy kid ;DD
that's what i always tell people.

perhaps all of you might think that i'm super super happy and fake and all that. and you don't believe that this is the real me.
i don't care

i don't have to change to please anyone

and for goodness sake. there are times that i'm not happy too D:

but i just plaster a smile on my face, not because i'm being fake and don't dare to face my real emotions and all. it is just because i don't think that there's a need for me to show everyone how am i feeling and affect all of their emotions.

that's what selfish people do.

p.s. carrie and jade let's mug really really hard so that we would not get trashed so badly ok :DD you all help me in maths i help you all in chinese.
gawd i know my chinese sucks. but i still need help in maths :D i'd try to repa y you two darlings(:

12-1-2008

2008-01-12T05:50:00.000-08:00

i must work harder.
lawl it's janson's bday today ;D my new 3F friend :D
Happy bday(:

and i want 3F class tee to be pink lehh. there are 2 tees. i want pinnkkkk ;D another one wadever colour i don't give a damn liaw.

i must work harder. even kr wants to work harder when his gpa is a fcking 3.33.
mine is what. i don't know. 2.8? urghhh.
jiayou. :DD i must get 3 and above this yearrr..

and he's a gossip too (: omg. i can't believe he gossips so much (:

i'm broke. damn.

jade's sad :(

don't be sad darling :( if you're sad, i'm not happy too. xiaowei's sad. xiaowei cannot be sadd too. My 2J darlings must always remain happy.

i feel like going out with nenque and carrie. urghhh. bowling or kbox or shopping or even training with them would be funner thn hw hw hw hw and hw ;(((

always look on the bright side of life :D
3F is bonding more and more and more :D one day we shall be the most bonded class in the year 3s. the most enthu one also(: go 3Fruitipzzz<3> though i think that we are going to change the name.

seriously, sometimes when certain classes have same recess and lunch tgt, the 2J peeps automatically sit tgt. esp the first few days of sch, all the 2J girls had recess and lunch tgt cause of the common timing. and peishan always complain about being surrounded by 2J ppl.

i'm really touched by this simple, automatic act. like you don't have to be told to do it. it's just, automatic?
2J is love, really

3F :D

2008-01-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

i think i'm starting to get used to life in 3F. yeah. me, ruixin, peishan and jasmine. at least i do have people to hang out with there :D

i should start interacting more with the other girls. other thn these 3 and zexi, who is super nice and sits next to ruixin. but again, i just made my dad this dumb promise

It all started when i'm doing maths holiday hw just now. (yeah. not due yet leh) And he came in, bored and all, and started talking nonsense. He was like saying how i used to be quiet and all. peaceful and whatever. Then i go into DHS and made loadsa new friends in jarvix<3>.
The good part: I became more hardworking. I not only bother to hand in hw, i bother to hand them in ON TIME. Super big change. Imagine how lazy i was ;D
The bad part: Those siao siao people who i love alot alot made me crazy and now, i'm officially pronounced noisy by my dad and mum. urghh

My dad said that i was more pleasant when i am quiet (and he don't freaking care if i hand in my hw on time since last time when i don't do them i get higher grades, as long there are no phone calls from teachers that disrupt his peaceful life.) So i should try to get back the quiet, natural side of me now that i got out of my previous class

Hello. i was an average joe in 2J with the noise level i make. But now i noticed that, i'm seriously noisy in 3F. i should learn to control my noise level a little.
A mistake he made, the natural side of me now is the super noisy side, and had been for the past 2 years.

i have loads of opinions. i learn to develop more opinions :D And i talk w/o thinking.
My dad: it used to be cute when you were in primary school. i know that's your nature to shoot your mouth off w/o thinking but now you grow up liaw please, think before you talk.

ok. i promised that i would TRY

Analyze the gayness

2008-01-02T05:01:00.000-08:00

JADE says:
v3rii fUn m3hxx
DEBORAH says:
y3axx
JADE says:
whii3x
DEBORAH says:
cAuZz3xx d3b0rAhh dArLiiNgg lIk33x tUu bUlLy 3uux

wow. people who talk like that. sorry larh. not trying to niao you or anything. but i hate reading ppl typing like that and i hate typing it more. seriously. time consuming leh.

i picked PINK font for myself and GREEN font for jade :D

Yay i love jade ;D

lawl

2008-01-02T00:58:00.000-08:00

1st day of school.

Damn sian larh. My class's damn quiet. Totally opposite of 2J okay. Rou, you should totally come 3F, you would love it here.

today recess alot of 2J ppl come and admire my hair -.- and LAUGH
hello. my hair attract alot of attention
i swear that it looks better when i let it down. just that tie up look funny only.

and irene should rebond her hair too. it's curly

i miss 2J
hope that 3F would be noisier tmr. i cannot stand quietness

1st post of 2008

2007-12-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

it's 2008 :D

A new year, a new start.
i promise myself that i would have a meaningful year this year
~~I do that every new year~~
GOD PLEASE HELP ME ELIMINATE MY C GRADES FOR THIS YEAR OR MY MUM WOULD KILL ME.

Yeah. for 2008.
I want FAHRENHEIT'S NEW ALBUM (4th jan 08)
and THE DAMN NIKE BAG THAT COST $133 ~~which my mum refuse to buy for me~~
hello. i seriously think that it's worth that money leh.
It's beautiful.

school's starting tmr.
3F.

feels weird typing it.
now when ppl ask me which class i'm from, they're asking about 3F, no more 2J

read the extract of xiaowei's essay on her blog on how she feel about 2J.
nearly cried.
it's really touching.
i <3 2J. it's really like my 2nd home.

i rmb when i love to go to the toilet during lesson time.
me and yingying wear colourful hairbands to school.
oh yeah i got your present le! :D
when our classroom stinks.
when we rush hw
when we all cried on the last day.
when so many of us went for class chalet
when we copy hw in class

alot alot alot more.
when i hear dillys analysing the day's time table and giving her comments during morning assembly
when xieyao pulled my shirt almost every morning.

blah blah blah.
when zhiwei laugh loudly in class.
when jade imba for her maths.
and science
when the X FAM GANG :D go hua chi.

just saw shimei's blog.
she declared herself as a member of X FAM GANG :D
hahas(: so cute.

2008 is going to be a beautiful year.
i will always <3 2J.
but we all still have to move on. time would not stop for us, or rewind to the day we were year 1 again or whatever.

guess how nice my new year is this year
i'm slacking, blasting music, chatting online
for the entire day.

it's nicer thn jade's at least
she's chionging hw.

p.s. yingying, cedric is HOT

Random Pictures :D

2007-12-29T22:52:00.000-08:00

Some random pictures i found online :D
Good for the eyes ya know. ~~(yeah. like malfoy.)~~
edit: TOTALLY LIKE MALFOY
i cannot miss that part out. yingying would insist on it. >< My desktop background :D I just changed. cause the resolu fits totally
Wow. Cool colour/
Arron's jersey looks kinda oversize -_-
On the Beach

Omg. What you all doing to my wuchun hurh

I love Xfam gang<3

Arron :D

For those who knows how to appreciate handsome people (aka Me. Me Me Me. Yingying, Fiona, Carrie etc.)

For those who cannot appreciate wuchun. (aka shimei, xiaowei, kimberlyn,xiaorong)

At least i got you all a pretty photo of jiro.

Omg. reminds me of guilong<333.>

hbfijdsfn

2007-12-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

seriously.
sometimes i wonder.
what am i good at.

i can do alot of things. sure.
but what do i specialize at? what do i excel in?

everyone can do many many stuff. eat sleep talk walk
but they specialize in SOMETHING. and they know it.

a blind might not be able to see. but he might excel in singing
a deaf might not be able to hear. but he might excel in drawing.

i can see, i can hear, i can walk. i'm perfectly normal

yet.
i spend so many years trying out so many crap.
e.g. playing the piano.
for years.
i don't excel in it. in fact, i suck at it. i don't love doing it. i'm just doing it for the sake of going for lessons every week.
i don't hate it.
i just don't feel any passion towards it.
as long as i rmb

i play table tennis.
i don't excel. in fact, i suck at it too
i just play. cause it's something i can do w/o feeling stressed and pressured from my daily life.

yeah. what do i have passion for and excel at doing?
SLACKING duh.
if that can ever be considered a passion

i'm just a wastrel. face it.

為你存在 Music Video

2007-12-28T21:18:00.000-08:00

fahrenheit's 為你存在 Music Video

Wuchun's singing improve :D
and aaron's singing is as good as ever.
seriously. he is like the best singer in fahrenheit.

jiro and calvin are good too though :D

hahas :D the song is nice. esp the aaron part. his singing is good larh. but the MV with them in the angel costume is a bit weird.

ENJOY :D

2007-12-19T03:17:00.000-08:00

TOTALLY CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE MV
ARRON IS CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE
WUCHUN LOOKS HOT IN PJS EVEN OMFG.

I LOVE IT

ENJOY!

quiz

2007-12-12T03:10:00.002-08:00

i saw this cool quiz yingying did and she got draco. so i went to found the quiz but i couldn't find that one. i did another one

and i got draco too :D

omg. we have same taste leh yingying ;D
but mine's more romantic thn yours. read this:

which harry potter character are you meant to be with

draco malfoy the sexy slytherin prince.

looks:you have long brown hair blue eyes and your pretty

what house your in:slytherin

what the characters think:

slytherins:

draco: mad hot very attractive and a tease

crabb/goyle:*pigging out on food*

ron: shes alright can be mean at times not the greatest person

harry: umm *blush* uh ((didnt know what to say poor kid))

hermione:*didnt care and she couldnt answer this because she was to busy studying for the exams*

how you to met:

you both had been childhood friends being as your parent and his parents were neighbors. you had teased him alot by wearing really short mini skirts and tank tops and telling him hed never get you which made him want you even more.

how you to got together:

you were sitting in the slytherin commonroom half asleep on the couch when someone jumps ontop of you.you look to see it was draco

"GAH DRACO IM GONNA KILL U"

he laughed. "no your not you love me to much"smirk

"ha thats what you think"

"no thats what i know because if you didnt you wouldnt let me do this". he pulled you into a kiss.

you were thinking about pulling away and slapping him but he was a really good kisser so you kissed him back and it got more deeper and passionate.

he pulled away. "see i told you that you loved me" smirk

you sighed. "yea yea draco". you rembered all his other girlfriends and sighed. "doesnt mean im going to date you"

"what why not" he looked sad

"because draco". you had tears in your eyes now which he wiped away. "im not a slut and im not some stupid playtoy for you i know what you did with all your other girlfriends because you told me and i dont wanna be your next victum of trash!" with that said you stood up and walked off but he pulled you back and hugged u.

"dont worry i wont leave you____ you mean everything to me your my close friend and i want you as my girlfriend you wont be a one night stand nor my next trash victum alright just please go out with me". he looked down at you pleadingly.

you look up at him and shook your head. "i dont know draco".

he sighs and just holds you close.

"i dont want to ruin our friendship what if we brake up it would just be strange to stay friends and then its over no more ____and draco".

"_____ stop thinking like that i really like you there would be no reason for me to leave you just please renai".

looks away from him. "draco...."

"_____". sighs "do what you want to do ill support your decision".

you looked up to him grabbed his shirt and kissed him passionately.

he kissed you back.

how he purposed:

it was your birthday ((pick what ever month you want)) and draco had thrown this huge party in the mansion his parents bought for the both of you once you had finished schooling.

you were dancing with draco in the middle of the dancefloor when the music stopped and draco went up on stage.

he took the mic and put a hand in his pocket then said.

"______we have known eachother since we were in diapers and you know how much i love you but i want to make our love even more". he looked into your eyes the entire time then walked off stage and over to you then kneeled and pulled out a tiny black box."_____ will you make me the happiest man in this room alive and marry me?"

you dropped to your knees kissed him quickly and nodded he put the ring on your finger and kissed you picking you up bridal style and walked upstiars.

((imagine the night yourself))

you two lived happily ever after and had one boy named scorpius.

1. scorpius is a damn stupid name. no way i'm going to name my son that
2. i don't mind draco. he's hot okay

another quiz
Of The Four Houses...

my result is:

Slytherin.

wtf i want gryffindor. i prefer to be with cedric leh. who's dead ;(

omg. this quiz is cool

Who Is Your Match From Harry Potter?

Cedric Diggory!

yay yay! but wth. he's dead. so i should go find another one.

ok. last quiz

which Harry potter guy is for you

you gottt.........
[drumroll plezz!]

draco malfoy!
he may be really mean but he is very sexy!!!!

yes he's sexy!!!
in conclusion
i should get cedric but he's dead so i end up with draco malfoy.
*see the difference in personality* urghh
and i'm a Slytherin. -.-

ok ok. one more one more.
What Male From Harry Potter Would You Date?

Draco Malfoy!

You are in Ravenclaw. You are a pureblood.

How You Met: You were in Defense Against the Dark Arts together during your fourth year and were both fascinated with Mad-Eye Moody. However, you two didn't get along well. You would get into debates about wizarding law almost every single class, and sometimes you would sit together during lunch just so that you could keep arguing. You sort of had a crush on him, but you kept it secret and were content with your love-hate relationship. However, some people thought that you two would be "cute" together; you were both a little snappish and bossy, and your parents knew each other.

How You Started Dating: During one of your regular conversations, when you were in your fifth year, Draco demanded, "Go out with me!"

"Fine!" you shouted back. You gave him a hug, shoved him away, and stormed off to your common room wondering what in the world just happened. However, you two began to be a bit more comfortable with each other pretty soon and soon had your first date at a nice restaurant, on him. You two argued almost the entire time, but you had your first kiss.

After Hogwarts: You two were already an inseperable pair by the time you graduated from Hogwarts, and you were married at age twenty and had two kids. You still argued a lot, but it was what you loved about each other.

What People Think About You:

Harry: She's okay, I guess... she's a little snappy, but she's a pretty decent match for Malfoy.

Ron: She scares me just a little, but she's pretty and smart, I guess...

Hermione: She's actually a very smart girl, but she is a little overbearing and uptight.

Fred: She's a cool kid, I think. She's very attractive... but not the friendliest. I offered her one parasitistic pumpkin pasty and she was after me for weeks.

Neville: She makes fun of me a lot and gets really frustrated when I take awhile to catch onto things...

Luna: She's the one who stole my shoes. But she's very smart.

Ginny: She's a little scary, I think.

Colin Creevey: I wouldn't even TRY to get a picture of her, although I've considered it. She's really pretty.

Draco: Mine. Intolerably stubborn, but mine.

o.o same results as yingying leh.
i found her quiz!
but it's nothing new o.o

Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu

2007-12-03T01:40:00.000-08:00

omg i <3 this MV.
the song's a bit childish
i think is some song for disneyland in hk or something
but is DAMN cute larh the MV
esp aaron. he's damn cute here.

and of course. wuchun is as shuai as ever.

DON'T ARGUE.

YAY ;D

2007-12-01T07:29:00.000-08:00

it's like 1st december, 11.45p.m.
tmr. 10.40a.m, JLPT
i swear i'm not prepared. i'm not going to bother to prepare much either. i'm really NOT in the mood to study ok. It's like multiple choice.
I just wish that i have good enough luck to pass my JLPT level 4.
pathetic you see. if i fail even level 4

got gastric flu the past few days. like on thursday i went to the doctors cause my stomach hurt SO much. And got medicine. Urghh. 4 different kind leh. pity me ;((

Spent the entire thursday night tossing and turning cause of the pain. Hardly slept that night.

Today, went to training cause i was feeling quite ok.(other that eating loads of medicine so many times a day) but the coach hiong training today made me feel NOT okay. ;(

Ruixin smsed me during training. Said that i'm in her class :DD
I would have preferred 3B seriously. more people i know there. like lydia, jade, carrie, zhiwei, yang even. But 3F is fine too. Though i know only erm. Jasmine and Ruixin ;DD It's much better thn 3J. i don't know anyone there. no one is from dhs pingpang or 2j07. +++ It includes bio. urghh.

kr claim that the sch's mad for putting ppl like me into triple in the first place.
i think so too ;D
And he want to change class cause i told him laozhang is in his class and he thanked me for giving him mental preparation.
HELLO. LAOZHANG IS NICE OK. HE'S MY BEST FRIEND

Congrats jiaying for your successful appeal too (:
Monica... JIAYOU ok!!! You MUST get your choice. Triple is in neither of your choice. RE APPEALLLLL

Nenque just went to taiwan in the morning, haven't share my good news with her yet. going to miss her <3

Flying to Korea on the 4th. Tuesday. Haven't start packing yet. Intend to start after JLPT test tmr.
Urghh. It's snowing there. Cold. Means more things to pack and squeeze and wear and take note of

Gosh. I'm bad at this

sjdhgfpashd

2007-11-23T05:03:00.000-08:00

appeal results are supposed to come out today.
i checked once at 12noon and now it's 9
i rechecked.
right. i've been online the whole day.
since i woke up ;DD

i was just complaining to monica about the appeal results not being out yet.
supposed to come out on 23rd nov what!

HI! I'M CHEESE-KING LANCER. PLEASURE TO MEET YOU, THERE MATE! *BRIT ACCENT* says:
rmb what ms ling said
HI! I'M CHEESE-KING LANCER. PLEASURE TO MEET YOU, THERE MATE! *BRIT ACCENT* says:
her bo liao warning
HI! I'M CHEESE-KING LANCER. PLEASURE TO MEET YOU, THERE MATE! *BRIT ACCENT* says:
11.59pm is also 23nov

HI! I'M CHEESE-KING LANCER. PLEASURE TO MEET YOU, THERE MATE! *BRIT ACCENT* says:
rmb what ms ling said
HI! I'M CHEESE-KING LANCER. PLEASURE TO MEET YOU, THERE MATE! *BRIT ACCENT* says:
her bo liao warning
HI! I'M CHEESE-KING LANCER. PLEASURE TO MEET YOU, THERE MATE! *BRIT ACCENT* says:
11.59pm is also 23nov

thanks miss ling.

i'm coming back to check at 11.59 thn.

now i should just go enjoy my big LCD television screen.

beats waiting in front of the comp not knowing when the results would come out.

PLEASE GRANT MY APPEALLLLL *praying super hard*

random

2007-11-20T01:19:00.000-08:00

i just read a chord's blog. and the stories on him and his first love damn sad one.

i've learnt 2 things from those few posts of his.
1. guys like girls who sa jiao with a bit of wilful tone
2. guys scare girls cry

i did not know leh. but nenque know the first one and carrie know the 2nd one. i know none.

Ok i'm dumb.

[不管不管快點唱給我聽啦! 快點 ] 她用一種很撒嬌又任性的語氣說這句話

就是男生通常聽到都會心軟的那種語氣 (男生們你們知道的)

really meh. all the while i thought that guys find it irritating leh.
i know that jiro loves to 撒嬌. he even admitted it in some magazine interview or whatever. maybe i saw it in some video etc.
he said his future gf must be able to stand him 撒嬌ing o.0

我真的最怕女生哭了　很多男生應該也都很怕
scary meh? i never knew leh

carrie said daniel told her that he's scared before

OMG SO FUN. NEXT TIME WANT TO SCARE PPL JUST START CRYING THN

GAME OVER LIAW :D

［你是笨蛋喔　你開心的時候我會很開心啊　你難過我當然也會很難過啊！］

he said this to this first love. when he is don't know how old only o.o i think that it's damn sweet leh

ok i shall stop talking cock and going mad over some blog post etc.

ytd i started my first inline skating cls. OMG :D SO FUN
( if you're laughing, i don't know how to skate what >< laugh luh)
thn for this cls my parents bought me a new pair of skates like grey and baby pink design and it's damn nice :DD

carrie can wear my skates ya know
cause the size can extend from 35(i'm using) to 40:D [her size]
it's something damn cool cause we have feet difference.

[謝和弦你知道嗎牽手是會把女生的心給牽走的.]
really? i just saw this. i never knew that.
i'm ignorant thn. but whatever :D

VIDEO :D

2007-11-19T00:31:00.000-08:00

danson sounds quite nice in canto lehh :D
he sang really well.
should watch :D

some random quiz

2007-11-17T07:29:00.000-08:00

cool quizzes(:

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Black Elf
Your Superpower is Complements
Your Weakness is Fish
Your Weapon is Your Turbo Rifle
Your Mode of Transportation is Slide

What's your Superhero Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misaki Hosokoawa

What's your Japanese Name?

my japanese name had always been deborah, just that it's in katakana. direct translation you see.　デボラ
Now i have a real cool japanese name. WOW

Your True Love's Name Is

Gary W.

What's Your True Love's Name?

gary w. sounds like an ang moh name lehh. cool. later i get some cool angmoh shuai guy :DD

What Deborah Means

D is for Darling

E is for Explosive

B is for Bubbly

O is for Orderly

R is for Refreshing

A is for Artistic

H is for Healthy

What Does Your Name Mean?

wow. what an interesting name o.o

Your Adult Film Star Name Is...

Afro Clam

What's Your Adult Film Star Name?

that's a damn dumb name larh

You Should Get a Tattoo of Initials

Modern and expressive
You're proud of who you are (or who you love)!

What Tattoo Should You Get?

i prefer symbol tattoos lehh

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

And you're crafty enough to get away with it!
But you probably wouldn't cheat...
(Unless the relationship was pretty much over)

Could You Cheat On Your Guy?

i.don't.cheat.on.guys :DD

You Are a Gold Digger

And a diamond digger, platinum digger, new Fendi bag digger
You work hard to be a great girlfriend, keeping yourself sweet and sexy.
And you should be rewarded for all your gym trips and hair appointments.
That's not to say you're superficial... money just is a deal breaker
Your dream guy is witty, handsome, AND rich!

Are You A Gold Diggin' Woman?

omg rich guy <33
my taitai dream!

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman

"I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?"

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

spiderman is not even handsome mann

Class Chalet(:

2007-11-17T05:23:00.000-08:00

Class Chalet was supposed to be like from the 14-16th.
But i decided to go on the 15th, and miss 1 night, for 2 reasons.
1st: training on 15th morning
2nd: nicole's surprise party on 15th afternoon

So on the 14th, went to TM with carrie to collect her contacts and watched the game plan.
Omg, THE ROCK DAMN HOT CAN.
his packs are like so super hottt
i sound so pathetically hua chi. Not like i can help it ya know.

15th morning. Went for training. I'm such a good girl ok. Go training instead of chalet. Woke up too late, like at 7.45. Thn pack all my chalet things, bathe and took bus to tanah merah mrt. 2 dumb incidents happened on the train. Obviously i look like some chee ko peh that rape old man and woman.
Kao. Bisexual somemore
Old people somemore

1st. This old man was sitting next to me. Then this photo of wuchun was on his newspaper. So i wanted to see what was it. And he don't let me read ok. He close the paper till small small, thn he rather stand up and read. WTF

Look at wuchun larh. Not you larh old man

2nd. This old woman came in, i was listening to music damn freaking loud. Cause the train's damn squeezy, i think someone touched his damn butt. Then she turn around, see me sitting there and started yelling at me. I did not know marh. So after that when i take out my ear piece she repeated the whole thing again

WTH. She think i want to touch her soggy old butt leh. Say i eat her tofu. (translate that into chinese) come on larh. I look like i target woman nia. So old somemore her butt damn nice meh.

I'd rather touch my own butt thn her's larh. i believe mine's so much hotter. Somemore i am sitting down ok. How to touch and i am about to sleep until she started making a scene leh.

Alot of people were staring

So i told her: 去照镜子啦。你那么老了屁股哪里好摸。乱乱冤枉人。神经病！你希望有人模拟的屁股是吗？
Sounds damn broken larh. My chinese's not good to start with

Thn went for training. It was like. Normal larh. Have this competition we need to draw lots and get separated into 4 different groups with 5 people in each group and compete against 4 other people. LAWL! I got champ for my group leh! but i did not win all. i think count score and few people draw kinda thingo. Nvm. 1/5. Nothing to be proud about.

Went to Nicole's surprise bday party. 9 people from 6/2 were there. We played zhong ji mi ma. Rmber-ed that this is our favourite game when we were in p6<3 Hahas. But now feel like there's this gap between us liaw, not as close as we are before.

When playing, i made laozhang spit his coke out on people,sherman i think when i mentioned his best friend. OMG. DAMN FUNNY.

Went for chalet! They were starting the bbq liaw. Thn me and rou went to buy drinks, sausages and chickenwings cause there wasn't enough food.

Thn xiaowei called. And called us to buy fire starters. I heard it as fire sparklers wth. So i went to buy sparklers realising that i got it wrong when i went back and they ask for starters. Omg i feel so freaking dumb

But we had fun playing with sparklers after bbq though :D Hey my contribution okay! there would be no sparklers to play if i bought correctly.

Watched titanic, watched tv programmes, thn bathe with irene and made alot alot of noise in the toilet. When we come out, panda was complaining o.0

Watched transformers till like 2am. Thn went to sleep liaw. I shared a bed with panda and valencia cause they refuse to share bed with irene :D So she had to sleep on the mattress.

Thn in the morning, a couple of people had to go to sch. I was still sleeping away. And valencia left the bed. once she got off, i took up the whole bed till she come back no where to sleep! LAWL! not first time liaw leh! previous chalet also like that!!

Lesson learnt: When sleeping with me, cannot leave the bed halfway or you can forget about sleeping for the rest of the night

Morning, woke up at 9plus. watched tv, cleared up. check out at 10.30 and went to burger king to have breakfast. took bus and mrt home. Thn take bus2 back with zhiwei.

reached home about 12. slept at 12.30-5.30
Woke up for dinner.
Slept at 11pm-10am today

Thn there's no breakfast. Not even a single piece of bread at home.
So i went to swim.
And i come back
And there's some disgusting food that i finished half way out of desperation cause i'm damn hungry.
Thn went for training

And i don't know why but my arms have no strength today and got scolded like shit. super super off form

went for tuition. audrey pang seh me and xin yu freaked me out cause she come so late. i scared i no one to talk to marh >.<
Anw, did compo. And mine was super super screwed.
Came back. eat. VERY HUNGRY CAN
And watch DANSONNNNNN on tv. wth. my dad and sister think that he's not handsome leh. WTH. HE SO FREAKING HOT

i cannot go for his autograph session today cause of tuition and training ya know. how screwed is that. that must be why i'm so screwed today

Tmr going to aspen! to start chem+physics lesson :D lydia and jade would be there for both. yingying no more :( Xiaowei would be there for chem :D

YAY :D 2J people<3
I love 2j i love 2j i love 2j

I just received my bsp interview form. 28th november wth. How screwed is that i haven't started. I'm going to make a fool out of myself during the interview. i'm sure i wouldn't get in anw. Is like, everyone else there have much better results thn i do.
the criteria for the sch based bsp, not say the scholership, is 70% average.
I have 65% average
The criteria is 70% for chinese
My chinese got a B
The criteria is 65% for LA
My LA. i doubt have 65% larh. My eoys i got 58% only

I'm so freaking screwed. Why do they give me hope larh. To like let me go for the interview. When i'm competing with perfect students with perfect gpa and perfect scores that fit all the criteria and read chinese newspaper everyday

I do not even uds what's on the bloody newspaper.
I cannot even speak chinese w/o hesitating and making a fool out of myself
The number of chinese words i write wrongly is %^&*( 2 million okay.
i don't even know how to write 兴趣。I wrote 性趣 for my eoy.

Not that i'm horny. I seriously don't know which is the correct one till irene told me that the one i wrote had horny meanings inside.

BSP. how screwed.

2007-11-13T03:28:00.000-08:00

Damn, jade just told me cannot appeal down one leh.
Everyone thinks that i'm guai lan cause i got triple and i appeal for double.
Amazing right. Weird people like me do weird things,
Anw, i submitted the form le. So i pray that they give me my double science combi and let people who want and appreciate and have more interest in triple science take the combi

win win situation what.

I'm doing it for the good of everyone.
Damn. i'm hearing the advertisement outside, danson's album qian chang hui. This saturday
and i cannot bloody go. fuck it

Tmr is class chalet though. Something to like rejoice about(:
I think i have to wake up early on thursday morning to go for training. Thn after that come back to the chalet again.

Cause i don't think class chalet is an acceptable reason for ponning training.
Ok, i shall see what happen first on Thursday, see if i feel like going. Shall just bring my table tennis stuff in case.

Oh, and i'm damn freaking pissed off with my mum and sister now.

:(

bored:(

2007-11-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

posting results are like out just now
i'm damn freaking sad cause i got in triple. And i don't even want triple. It is like my mum who wants.

So now i think i'm going to try to appeal to phy,chem+ geog. That's what i want larh.

Thn after that the entire day just slack in front of the computer and talked to nenque and carrie the entire day.

Not fair carrie got double! Currently i'm in like 3J. Lawl. Quite cool larh. 1J-4J.

Now they're talking about what who drop into the sea save who nonsense >.<

blahhhhhhh

2007-11-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

i am a naughty girl today. hmm.

i only practised the piano for half an hour. and did the scales only. seeee. i am going to die lehh. my grade 6 just pass ok. far far away from merit. i.am.going.to.die ;(

Woke up at 9am today;D this is the earliest other than like training ok. See, i'm sooo proud of myself cause i'm like a pig and i know it. urghhh.

I just lost 2 kg that day. And today i put on 1kg back. I seriously don't know how did not do it. I'm like not pms-ing. I went to swim the morning like sai and trained in the afternoon.

Hmm, must be muscles. :D
~~carrie would tell me that i'm cheating myself~~
but i know that i'm not :DD

Blah shit. I have to finish my theory homework like by tomorrow ok. Still got alot alot alot left.

Supposed to meet Jade at 1p.m. today. She's freaking punctual leh. I am like super duper late and i reached at 2.15p.m. (:

Jade's a nice girl she did not kill and murder me :D

After that at 3pm went to train with Nenque and Delfina. They're like freaking pro and fast. Talk about fast i want to die already larh. I'm not even near normal speed. I am famous for my uber slow reaction. Then their ball all so freaking fast. So i got trashed larh :(

Carrie supposed to come today. Then she selling some coupon thingos so end up she did not come. Wonder how much she earned. >.< ~~and how many shuai ges did she see while selling her coupon~~

Sian leh. I'm like super super off form today. Like i've been off form since training stop for eoys. like ok. in fact, i'm off form 90% of the time unless i'm in super duper good mood. Which is never. cause i'm always in good mood only.

Shit. i'm like damn freaking crap today.

Yay(: 2nd class chalet is coming :D The previous one 30/36 people turned up either of the days lehh.

This time alot of people go overseas, should be less but. I really really hope that it would not be so little people and it would be as fun as or even more fun thn the previous time.

I'm going to bring 5 big packets of chips (: If i'm not that broke by then, which is practically impossible i warn you all, so don't get your hopes too high. I would bring 8 big packs, hope that it can last us for at least like the first day? Our class is full of greedy people who eat like there's no tomorrow like me(: That's why i love 2J

Let's go pasir ris park again:D This time i would try to scream less while climbing. But please don't let me climb too high i have height phobia leh. Too high will die :(

Anw, I'm like SOOO LOOKING FORWARD FOR THIS CLASS CHALET!! Let's bring alot of horrible things and think about alot of horrible things to play like for truth or dare, or forfeit for whatever game all that(:

And this time i am going to bring my eeyore/pooh to sleep cause i realised that costa sands room have serioussss shortage of pillows larh. At least i have something to hug (:

Last chalet with 2j:( But we must rmb each other and have more reunions(:

lalalalalala

2007-11-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

i'm such a good girl today.

tell you also won't believe but i spent the day doing theory hw and maths holiday hw. and completed all the maths holiday hw.

amazing right? this is the first time i don't do last minute work leh. :D I'm sooo proud of myself.

Ok. i woke up at 12noon today that's why i'm doing it so that my mum would stop screaming about how i'm wasting my holidays away when she see that i need to concentrate on something supposedly meaningful.

Went for pianoo. And i seriously need to practise more now that it's like the holidays. I'm not planning to till my piano teacher told me to. Like urgghhh.

I'm seriously broke.
AND I DESPERATELY NEED A JOB.

Tell me if you have any job vacancies available or anyone that wants to hire hardworking cute workers like me. :DD

random2800

2007-11-06T04:22:00.000-08:00

i swear 2800 is a random number. that's why it's like called random 2800. don't everything i say just make sense? :D

if you've never once believed in the fact that people tend to do weird things when they are bored. i shall show you evidences:

people like me do weird things like disfiguring myself when i'm bored ya know.

I think that it is freaking funny and entertaining. this is an effect of a simple random photo. Entertaining myself like this killed like. 5 minutes of boredom.

What's the point. 5 minutes.

Nvm. Always look on the bright side of life(: 5 minutes is at least better than 4 minutes.

Today

was rather boring larh. Nothing happened much other thn piano and training in the morning.

Damn long no training liaw larh. But jiaolian said that me and carrie are still ok. Hello. i don't feel ok leh.

At least we did not have to pump today. I'm like super happy over that fact.

Just trained ji4hua4, played 3 matches in total. 1 singles and 2 doubles with and against carrie. Lost 2 won 1 >.<>

Then played tie1ren2. i ran alot leh. Urghhh. i love this game when i see people run. i hate it when i am the one running. i think it applies to like almost everyone ok.

Only 2 year2s went for today training >.<

Then mr. lu came to talk abit about jerseys, and team jacket.

YAY(: i wanted team jacket for a long time liaw leh.

Went back by mrt with carrie, nicole and crystal, met nenque in buona vista mrt, she and carrie got down at like raffles place.

Sian. get down so early. I want to tell her more things and gossip more one leh.

I realised something today. I think being short is not a very bad thing.

1. I have a wider range of guys available. I don't need to be so far-sighted and start planning for my future happiness like now like what carrie is doing cause i'm short.

See. My goal in life now is like 178cm-182cm guys. If a bit shorter or taller also would not die.

For carrie who is 172cm and i suppose she grew again. Assume 174cm. If she go according to my height range thingo, her range would be 194cm-198cm. Where can she find such guys hurh. So lower her range, supposingly she would stop growing, would be around 182-190cm barh. Cannot below 182cm. Or they stand tgt veh gl. How many of such guys you see hurh.

2. Being short is also positive to a certain extent cause i'm used to looking at people like that since i am like short since birth. My mum said that i'm a short baby. Life's just like that.

Usually i look up to look at people's faces and talk to them. Imagine i shoot tonight and look down. Sian, i would die leh.

3. Long people means long arms. People and carrie and nenque have too long arms they cannot do pull-ups for their physical fitness tests cause their hands are too long their butts would touch the floor and they would be disqualified and they have to travel a longer distance to pull themselves up per pull. esp i short hands so nua liaw. long hands sure die.

See. i'm such a optimistic person.

2007-11-04T21:39:00.000-08:00

YAY THANKS　YINGYING FOR MAKING MY BLOG LOOK SO NICE<3
and i still owe you, jade and kik a KFC treat. :(

I shall update my blog more(: I really would leh. And i would read more too. And i swear that it would be more thn just magazines ok.And i just lost 2kg leh:D Say congrats! Cause i seriously do not know how did i do it since i am like slacking everyday.

Must be all my muscles transform to fats thn become lighter.
Like i have any muscles to start with.

Highlights of my holiday

SHA!
Singapore Hit Awards(:
Saw FAHRENHEIT OMG THEY ARE LIKE SO FREAKING HOT.
Went with xiaowei, rou and kik. Then we almost went mad. Even rou is hua chi that night.
See! Goes to show how hot they are leh.
They sang ai dao, zhi dui ni you gan jue and bu hui ai.
Show on channel 8 like yesterday. Cut away so many parts. Even when other people are performing, me and kik were like: observing the 4 shuai ges head sticking up. arron kept on touching his hair. OMG SO CUTE.
Ok. No one is interested in a hua chi post.

Kbox with Shimei, XiaoZhou, Panda, Qianyi and Rou(:
So fun larh:D i want to go out with them again leh.<3
The last few fahrenheit songs we totally went mad and were shouting.
There was this time i was screaming at either wuchun or arron i forgot
they all bent down and cover their ears like there's a bomb dropping.
Ooops. was i that horrible?
Shimei's bday;D ate cake and gave her this COOL present. And she gave me a RP poster with WUCHUN AND CALVIN<3! omg. i love you shimei<33
i tell you. the present was really really cool cause when panda( who i thought totally look like a guy) gave me to see before wrapping. i was like SCREAMING in city hall mrt. it's really nice larh >.<
i jealous. MY BDAY THEY NVR GIVE ME ANYTHING LEH.

Hmm. all my pics in the phone. i'm like lazy to upload also.
but i seriously want to go out again!

2J chalet coming!! yay:D
our previous one was like not long ago but. WHO CARES RIGHT?

TELL ME OR JADE WHAT FOOD YOU ARE BRINGING OK.

i'm going to bring. 5 BIG PACKS OF CHIPS YAY(:

2J<3 and DHS Year2 tabletennis:D

2007-10-30T20:38:00.000-07:00

Seriously, damnnn long never blog. Have alot of things to blog about and ALOT ALOT of pictures. Some with 2J still in my phone. Haven't upload yet. Lazy too. Too many also >.< I seriously LOVE 2jay loads. alot alot alot<3.>o.o like duck like that

Jiaying and carrie(:
Table tennis twin power:D

Cool pic right!!!

My skates size. Carrie got 70 lehh. double of mine =D

o.0 i look like snoopy

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Me with carrie and nenque. Quite some time ago. never scan only (:

Some more photos with 2JAY(:

Chalet photos

2 years together, seeing each other almost everyday. i wonder how i'm going to adapt to school life next year, cause seeing and playing and studying with 2j already become like some kind of routine to me.

Sian. i'm damn freaking lazy to blog more but, the main point is

I LOVE 2J`O7>

=D

2007-10-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

I seriously never update my blog for a long long time liaw larh.
Alot of people thought i pangseh-ed it. Cause after exams also never post any crap.
Lazy what.
Then got alot of photos and alot of interesting happenings that is too many to elaborate.
Some mooncake festival thingo with Charmaine.
Tom the skeleton. By Deborah who drew on her table
Hmm. Lemme update from after exam.
Went to Jurong to iceskate for the first time! With Nq and Carrie
Carrie have the pics.
Then after that went for 4 hours kbox =D
And went home at 8.30 when i am supposed to be home 2 hours earlier.
But my parents nvr scold me larh. They want to hear how fun iceskating is

Thn that erm. Sunday, went for class chalet.
3D2N.
Alot of happenings.
And it was like. suppper fun and cool.
Hey. our mini amazing race group called bisexual
This is some stupid photo of me zilianing
And the sun is too bright. Thn i end up looking retarded

Some poor ducky photo in sing post i saw with carrie before we went to train
Our xperience product we did blindfolded (:
Some cuteee chocolate thingo ruixin made for our class =DD

ok. i'm seriously lazy to update more.And i shall not wait for gong zhu xiaomei to be uploaded cause i'm sleepy. And i just pwned. YAY

Humpty Dumpty

2007-09-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

Random 2000

2007-09-06T02:39:00.000-07:00

Ok. i still got many more photos, pictures. But blogger is currently sooo lag now i don't even feel like uploading any more. Even the cute cute ones.
Well. See my pooh!

Where should i update frm. Hmm. It's like i shitty should not even be blogging now. It is thursday night and i've not started on any hw other than history: David Marshall. He had a long life. And made mine miserable =(

Well, National Day holiday was soo cool. 2J performed as a class, sang tai yang gong gong and peng you. Peng you was so touching. Hahas. Alot of people think that we are bonded. Lawl. Seriously, once you think about leaving each other at the end of this year, that everything would change whenever you arrive at school, it just feel funny.

I guess no matter how unhappy i can get, i've already gotten use to this group of people, having them doing all the things that they do in my life. They became part of it somehow.

Peng you. A few people cried >.< I did not. 'cause i'm a strong girl.
Well, i would learn to appreciate my classmates more for the last few months<3

Before going on stage

Taddaaa. My ugly mask.
Went back to khs with Daniel, Jingqing and Fiona. Everyone was quite sian. Well, saw miss kang, lin lao shi and ms tan. (: All of them still rmb meeeee xD i was such a good student that's why.

After that, we went to Bugis and watch Ratatouii. Ok. However you spell it with Nicole, Vanessa, Sherman and Junwen. Then went home. It's really a cute show. I mean, people always think that cartoons are stupid and not worth watching. Hello. It is so untrue ok. There are nice cartoons and sucky action movies existing too(:

Saturday. Went for competition and toa payoh. Got trashed =( Nvm. i shall work harder. Went for lunch with NQ, Carrie and her Dad at TPY's coffee shop. Obviously, me and 'nick' were very entertained with the father-daughter's jokes.

Love them larh. They are like so nice to hang out with.

After that, went for training. Match with jiaolian. Omg. Like while he match with me also can nag like shit larh. And i got trashed what: 11-1. omg. he also scream at me for not smacking. Hello. People demure marh, don't go around smacking people one.

He told me that from next week onwards i have to go 1 hour early. cause he is giving me extra training! HAHAHAHA. Lol. i shall work hard and become imba for the competition next year. When i would meet like Sec4 players when i am only Sec 3 =( Upper sec. Yucks. SO not looking forward to it okay.

I prefer my current slack and happy life.

Went for tuition. Before that, me and audrey bought this winnie the pooh for ms yang for teacher's day!

Sunday was a stupid and sian day. Tuition thn piano =( Then theory. Then i waited for my sister's tuition to end for like 2 hours. So i just sat outside her tuition centre and sleep. And end up lunchless. So i pms the entire day. Cause of my missing lunch >.< Actually is no one's fault. It's my fault. 'cause i'm too lazy to walk anywhere to buy food.

Holidays!

I Shall tell you how sucky my sept holidays are.

Monday
Tuition with Jade and Jingqing the whole day. At PP then after that go Bugis. But after that my parents took me to Vivo to have dinner and Marche(: Yay. I love that place and the picky bird. I even took the flag. Lawl. It's quite embarassing according to my mum. So i made my dad hold it and said: SO OLD LIAW STILL BEHAVE LIKE CHILDREN. CARRY THIS KIND OF FLAG HUH.
He gave me that stare. Anything(:

Tuesday
Training. i mean, we were not even supposed to be at Tuesday's training. But went there anyway. My la qiu got problem. Big problem. I think i pissed jiaolian off with it. =(
Went to watch secret with Carrie and Nenque!
OMG. IT IS SO SWEET CAN.
We were like crying
Then nenque laugh so loud in the beginning
Then cry so loud in the ending.
Lawl.
I was like telling myself: Hey. don't cry. You look very ugly when you cry nia.
But i still did.
I <3 Jay. Like more than i ever did.
Esp that line:
我喜欢用一只手弹琴，另一只手才能够牵着你。
OMG. HOW SWEET IS THAT.
I'm going to get a husband that can play the piano. New resolution. And for me who is lazy to practise. I shall just listen to him play(:

Then we went to kbox at orchard cineleisure. Hahas. Then i had my personal concert eh! Ok. So stupid. Usually i give up before one song in my concert end. And carrie is in alto and i'm in soprano so i can go join chinese opera. That's DAMN STUPID

Went back together. I told nenque what is carrie's maple character name and carrie wanted to kill me. And then we discussed about the HOI guy. Who is cool. Cause his name is. And he have a pointed chin. And he's lenny's best friend or something. Well, they like to train tgt what.

Wednesday
Piano again =( Urghhh. I hate it especially when exams are coming. I just feel so bu shuang i don't even feel like practising. After that went to lunch with my mum.. Bought some groceries. Halfway the car got some sound. Then is cause the aircon spoil. SIAN. SO FREAKING HOT LIAW THE AIRCON STILL SPOIL.
So sent the car in the workshop. Took bus back with the groceries. Bu shuang the whole day.

Thursday
Which is today and my hw is still rotting and i'm in no good mood to start either or any of my revision. 'cause i really don't want to get into 3 science. I mean, i scared i get damn busy thn no time to play and go out eh. Harh? Then got nice movie no time to watch, no time to go shopping, no time to slack. WTH. Life would be so sad. I don't care. My dad is supporting me the 2 science is good so my mum would give up on her plan sooner or later.

Went for training. Damn sian little people today are supposd to come and i train until i perspire so much and almost died. In the morning my mum went to collect her car which the aircon is still spoilt to send me to sch. So freaking hot with big wind i still slept and drooled all over the car seat and pissed my mum off. Big time.

After training went to have lunch with my parents. and they keep on putting down my ambition to be a minister. New ambition after taitai. They support the taitai one more cause they claim to be patriotic people and don't want the country to be ruined in my hands.

And my dad say that i study in sch to let ppl see one. Then come home i talk cock to him whole day that's why my grades suck so i should come home and shut my ass up and study and stop cocking about my minister ambition.

Ok whatever. 3-9pm. All i did is to watch x-family, gossip with nick and carrie online, dwnload songs, watch tv and blog. and yarh. did a couple of maths sum after giving up 60% of the questions. i am a sucky ass.

stupid random post

2007-08-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

I'm not going to make my blog private. 'cause i realised that i have nth to hide. yarh. i invited some readers larh. but out of all these are people who backstabs me too. Some i never expected, turned out to be the more vicious 2 sided snake. One side you can tell me not to trust her, as she is not as simple as she look. on the other side you are sucking up to her.

Okay. If people are going to make assumptions on who am i blogging about, go ahead. This one is one i don't think you all would expect. Well, alot of people can decipher loads of crap from my blog posts by reading on daily basis and announcing out your latest discovery after reading for the 100th time i guess.

Loser.

I've realised that i've truely learnt alot this period. Not just academically, more than just science, maths, history anything. I've learnt the truth of human nature, how to not trust a person easily and what would a slacken security bring about as well as the consequences brought about when you trust one too easily.

Even the people close to me, closest to me. I do not dare to reveal everything. I don't want history to happen. I just reveal one small damn bit to someone i thought i can trust.

She tells her
She tells her
She modifies it
Wow. I'm a bitch.

yarh. i know i am one.

Of course, I've also learnt about how low someone can stoop to for his/her own entertainment. I don't have anything else to lose, but what have you to gain? Contentment? I don't understand.
Is it my acting that is so wonderful?
Or is it you that is too stupid, IQ way below the level i imagined.

~~I'm no longer afraid of offending you.~~ I was never afraid. If i was, it is a great insult to myself. I just don't want to offend the people near you, i don't want to start war.

Hey. Now i don't give it a damn. 'cause i thought it through that the people that are able to get along with you are either still ignorant, or they are as low as you.

Come on, assumptions help at this stage. Gossip louder.
NO. JUST COME AND BITCH ME INTO MY FUCKING FACE.

I don't know why am i so bothered over such a stupid issue.'Cause i'm just stupid and have nothing better to do obviously.

I asked yingying what's wrong with me. She told me that nothing was wrong with me. And that i don't have to change myself to suit the taste of others.. Thank you. But i'm not sure. The 'others' seem to be increasing in number. Yarh. They're just jealous of me. Come on, i have nothing for them to be jealous about.

Jade told me that it is a stage that everyone goes through. Where they are not able to trust anyone anymore.
Is this a matter of being about to trust? This is a matter of trusting people and they backstab me one by one without hesitation.

WITHOUT ANY HESITATION. LIKE I AM SOME TOOL AND TOY FOR THEM TO PLAY.

Yarh. I am. I even have a bloody fucking rate.

Some one just told me that i am remembered as a cute girl. wow. cute. wrong. people think that i am acting cute. I have to change. I am changing, i am changed. I am no longer that cute girl. Well, to you all. I never was, i had been acting cute all my life and now it's time for me to face that fact that i'm bitchy, not cute.

Sorry, but you're right. What happen to that cute girl? I'm no longer cute. I am a bitch now. Who is hated and backstabbed like no ones business and now here blogging in a bitch manner when she is not happy. And trying to AA all the time when she's emo by doing all this.

Yarh. GET THE FUCKING POINT?

Yingying is so right. No matter how i try to perfection myself. No matter how another person is contributing, so perfect, she is also rated as the worst stage still. Though the raters do nothing but to see and comment on other people's action.

In front, you try to suck up.
Behind: WOW I HATE HER.
i see that. i saw that. you just did that right in front of my face. and i so believe that she can see that too. only that you all probably don't know 'cause anyone who is not blind can see it through your fucking face.

I don't like you going around placing price tags all over me. I'm not an iten. I'm a person with feelings. Don't label me with whatever you feel like.
When i say that i don't care and don't stoop down, don't give a damn about others of lower social level thn me, i am kiddin myself. In fact, the person who thought of this is just trying to make himself feel better, cause whn a fact in right into your face, you can't just ignore it.

These few days, i had been having all those horrible dreams, that i'm left alone. in the morning, i don't want to wake up. Not because i don't want to go to school. most of the time. i'm already awake, after a night's dream, breaking out in cold sweat, but the main reason is cause i'm afraind that all my dream will be true. At night, i don't want to sleep, cause i don't want to experience it all over again.

In my dream, i'm trapped in some room, with some people going to harm another. i tell them, no one gives me a damn. I am thn locked up. when i call for my mum, my dad, my friends, no one who passes by even look into the window. All those who did just stuck their tongue out. The room is dark, dim, creepy. I never want to be there again. The worst thing is the sense of loneliness that i felt inside the room, like i could rely on no one.

yes, i am AAing with my blog post. you can just fuck off and don't read. If you are reading this and think that i am AA thn it's cause you just love me too much or you just have nothing better to do and want to find another topic to gossip about me.

Crapppp

2007-08-17T06:02:00.000-07:00

I officially made my blog public again.
'cause i'm seriously pissed off with logging in and out myself >.<
okay. if anyone wants to read this and badmouth me or backstab me or whatever. Go ahead :D
Not like closing my blog down would get me into less trouble on daily basis with my parents or will stop people gossiping about me (:

Whoo. Nice pic that i took in the science lab.
An experiment with my lab partners, Lydia and Charmaine!
The colours are nice larh. So clearrr. Is some thingo on Natural Indicators. The red one is with water, the yellow one is with alkali and the pink one is with acid
The pink colour looks the best amongst all. Well. All nice larh :D

Shit. Chemistry is officially over for the year. I think chem is sooo much better than physics. Probably the suckiest subject on earth >.<
Chem practicals were sooo much funner too compared to this stupid slinky thingo that we did today. Puma jacket guy calls in slinky. Today in the lab i found out that it really was called slinky. I never knew that it was called a slinky.

Never update for. Erm. 8 days only larh >.<
Busy okay. Well, stupid excuse. Tests just over.
BUT EOYS ARE COMING!
ok. today i reached home at three, stared at my table and wanted to study.
Then i took the books, in out in out in out.
Up to now, 9pm, nothing is done.
My pencil case still in my bag.
FRIDAY IS A DAY TO RELAX after your tiring week okay. So i can never get my mind down to study, even a single bit on fridays.

Tuesday, Jap common test. URGH. i haven't started yet larh.

Recently me and my mum have been gossiping alot. When i complain about some of my classmates, my mum would add in, esp if she saw them before. She gets all excited gossiping eh.

Okay. this convo we had just now:
Mum: You sat with Jade today arh?
Me: Nah. Kimberlyn
Mum: Hurh. I thought you hate her?
Me: No.
Mum: Ohh is another one right?
Me: Yarh. They just came to our hse tgt.
Mum: That one look damn funny
Me: Can't help it, she is born like that. I want to laugh everytime i look at her face. She have her bloody personality scribbled all over. And she talks funny. Like some kid who haven't go thru puberty mentally.
Mum: She also going x arh?
Me: Yarh
Mum: Why?
Me: 'cause she don't believe y can own her marh
Mum: She very smart one meh?
Me: Precisely not smart enough that's why need to go x what.
Mum: So she go to own y.
Me: Yeah
Mum:*laugh*
Me: You getting more excited thn me eh >.<

if you don't know that i'm implying YOU. Then sorry, you are pure stupid. Come on, bitch me in my face. I just love interesting people. Then i can share my nice experience with my mum.

Another thingo. I thinking about my subject combi
So i discussed with my parents.
Me: pa, is geog easy?
Dad: Yarh
Me: Don't lie
Dad: Really very easy
Me: I saw your O level cert. Get E only
Dad: 'cause i did not study
Me: So it's difficult
Dad: No it's easy
Me: History eh?
Dad; Also easy
Me: Hurh. Why you never take
Dad: 'cause i never study then flunk
Me: MIGHT AS WELL SAY EVERYTHING ALSO VERY EASY IF YOU STUDY
Dad: That's the point what

-.-

Me: ma, what science you take
Mum: Bio
Me: Hurh. Fun anot
Mum: We don't need to operate dead bodies
Me: I also don't want to
Mum: Got experience operation then good what, you get to try
Me: I would faint before i do that
Mum: Nevermind, you can get used to it slowly

WTH. GET USED TO IT. SADIST

Me: Pa, what science you take
Dad: Physics and Chem
Me: Fun anot
Dad: Very easy
Me: STUDY THEN VERY EASY RIGHT
Dad; Yarh of course. But i never study also get B3.
Me: MA! I DECIDE LIAW! I WANT TO TAKE PHYSICS

Me: Ma you take geog or history
Mum: Geog
Me: Easy anot
Mum: everything is easy if you study
Me: -.- So how much you get
Mum: Worse then your father
Me: Hurh. he got E leh.
Mum: So i got F.

WOW. HEY. SHOULD I STILL TAKE GEOG?

National Day

2007-08-09T05:12:00.000-07:00

Yay poop poop. It's national day and i'm grounded 'cause i reached home like 11p.m last night. They are watching ndp now. Which totally doesn't interest me. Not a slightest bit.

Well, I shall update my blog. I am totally not supposed to use my comp. I am like doing MOV thingo. Essay. I just finished. Well, since my mum is not seeing, and is outing enjoying her ndp show, i should just blog too =D

Okay. Whatever. I am not a least bit happy okay. Sian. I read 300 pages of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince that Jade lent me this after noon. =D

Some photos
Kite flying outside MOELC
Jade playing with crocyy
Voldy News reporter
Me and Yingying with Keely
Me and Yingying

Me, Carrie and Nenque

Hey! For once i'm like taller okay. Both of them are like gay. Nenque is 170cm and carrie is 172cm. I'm like a bloody.... okay. forget it.

GO CD(: For the NYPS match tmr xD

Yarh. I don't think i can go for the match tmr though.

Yesterday went to sch in my red op shirt that i just bought for the celebration and lent yingying a shirt too. I wore when i was like p5. Okay. Shall not niao her liaw.

Long stupid retarded flag raising ceremony.

LONG fire drill. Damn it.

The concert was not bad. Nurul and Keely came. And both of them got damn good figure. Damn it. I need a body transplant eh. Eh, i want Nurul's one, she taller. But her legs too skinny. Okay. I want Keely's one.

I look so damn fat next to her. =(

Thn after school did science, then went with carrie to buona vista mrt and wait for nenque. Went to some plaza which i forgotten the name for lunch and neos.

Went to queensway and we each bought a FBT each. Carrie bought blue and white curve. Me and nenque bought black and white dri-fit curved. Both of them got medium and i got small. Then we went to try. Carrie told me that it was too big. But small is like the smallest size liaw. Okay larh. I small sized can. compared to them. i admit. >.<

After that went to marina square. Wanted to play bowling one. Then have to wait for like 1 hour. So went to kbox instead. Okay. Both of them heard my ducky voice larh >.<>

I want to watch JAY CHOU MOVIE. But i'm grounded. And ytd sang jay chou song, we were trying to act man and ended up laughing like no one's business. -.-

Well, matched against SNTT. i played with weiqi and lost like 0-3. carrie played against joven. lost 1-3. Doubles carrie and nenque lost 0-3 to lydia and weiqi.

Took a train back with carrie. Got home about 11pm. I haven't talked to my dad since last night. He was angry. Well, both my parents did not scream at me. My mum nagged a little. But i know that my dad had not been mad at me since i was like p2, when i lost my way and made him worry, and i totally got a big shock. Okay. Its not nice for my dad to be angry, he is very scary when he is.

Catfish

2007-08-03T01:41:00.000-07:00

I named this post catfish 'cause i'm random and stupid and gary is a snail and not a catfish.

okay. whatever

Lawl. Had not been blogging for 2 millions years i know :D And i shall fufill my promise to yingying and jade and update (:
Well. Busy week okay. Even after IDMI. Monday had training,presentation for LA and i a gary >.< sucked ="((">.< or MUCH quieter thn usual at least, Died. for maths and science test today.

Tests are gone. Heave a deeeeppp sigh of relief. Still got history and Science project to chiong larh.

Okay. Sian. I dno what to blog liaw. Sorry for it being so erm, boring. I really had a boring unlucky week and nothing much or interesting can happen with sucky voice 'cause all i care about is being able to talk.

I am currently mad over da xiao jie by jin sha.
It's a really nice and cute song. But we cannot use for history larh :(

IDMI

2007-07-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

Its like. I am so supposed to be in bed long long ago now. And i am still online. 'cause we are like totally chionging IDMI last min. presentation would be in 8 and a half hours time.

And pro-ly. I am blogging. I don't know what's the point. Since i made my blog private to most of the people. >.<

Except for my besties and people i think i can trust.

Some pictures. Yarh. Shall blog more after IDMI is down.

<33 Nephew

Me and Chloe
<3

2007-07-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

I shall update since dilys wants me to update =D I am currently in rou's house doing IDMI. Wrong. They are doing IDMI. I am slacking >.< And all of us are hungry as we smell nice food =(

I have japanese ct later. But i am still at point zero. Die. I am ready to fail this round ~~as usual~~. Well..

IDMI is sian. I don't like IDMI. It's not as slack as last year.

I still <3 my clay buddies who play clay with me yesterday in school.
And i also <3 my ice cream and ball buddies.

I have the MOST childhood yay! Chloe have the least childhood, followed by irene, then boon. They cannot eat ice cream properly >.<

They are also my ball buddies. And me and irene shall own boon and chloe in bball though they are hell lot taller than us :D

Clay is fun but dirty. We shall own =D

Taurus<3

2007-07-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

Just found some random thing on friendster's bulletin. About my horoscope, TAURUS!<3

Taurus<3Taurus. SO CUTE RIGHT! But 2 bulls are not supposed to be stuck together. They would just fight. That's well, my theory.
This symbol is cute!
This one looks hideous though. Fierce, not like me and irene, DEMURE!

Kupped:
TAURUS- The Cutie
Most Amazing kisser.
Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud of it.
~~Freak.~~
Spontaneous.
Great at telling Stories.
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

Kuppedd(:

2007-07-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

Kupped From Lydia(:
I think that it is damn cute<3

When you are together with
that special someone, you pretend to ignore
that person. But when that special
someone is not around, you might look
around to find them.
At that moment,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

Although there is someone else who
always makes you laugh, your eyes and
attention might go only to that
special someone.
Then,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

Although that special someone was
supposed to have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet. You are
desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

If you are much more excited for one
short e-mail from that special someone
than other many long e-mails,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

When you find yourself as one who
cannot erase all the emails or SMS
messages in your phone because of one
message from that special someone,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

When you get a couple of free movie
tickets, you would not hesitate to
think of that special someone.
Then,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

You keep telling yourself, "that
special someone is just a
friend, but
you realize that you can not avoid
that person's special attraction. At
that moment,
YOU ARE IN LOVE.

While you are reading this, if someone
appears in your mind, then
YOU ARE IN LOVE with that person... <3

I did not think of anyone leh. Sadded =(
Who deserves my special attention niaa. Like the only person i love is myself. That's what they call zilian