Sundayyy

Lala. today i Went to Macs to mug with Jade. we were supposed to mug. Apparently we started sharing on our new class and all. Had a really nice time. talk talk talk and talk cock for 2 hours and had little work done. Who cares larh? We should totally hang out more. There seem to be endless topics to talk about and time pass uber uber fast.

That's what happen when you are your good friends get separated. Once you all meet up, you would spend all your time talking nonsense and wasting all your study time ;D yay. who cares.

i'm seriously insane today.

jade is no more sad? i think so :D 'i'm no more sad. cause i talked to jade so long today :D and cause she and xiaowei are no more sad..

i miss 2J, esp yingying, jade, xiaowei, shimei, panda, kik and rou.
they are super nice to talk to and play with :D
3F ppl are nice and all. but i still feel more comfy telling all of you and emo-ing to you all.

it takes time. maybe

i'm scared. that we would all just move on and slowly neglect one another. i've been through such periods before, it was a hard time for me.
it's not that i don't trust ya all.
sometimes, i don't even believe in myself.

ok. goodness. what am i thinking.
i really really miss 2J. :(( whenever i talk to ex2J peeps bout 2J, i feel like tearing. esp when xfamgang bout how we used to zihigh in class and scream like i-donno-whose-business.

i should think of more happy posts soon cause emo-ing is not good for health and deborah is a happy kid ;DD
that's what i always tell people.

perhaps all of you might think that i'm super super happy and fake and all that. and you don't believe that this is the real me.
i don't care

i don't have to change to please anyone

and for goodness sake. there are times that i'm not happy too D:

but i just plaster a smile on my face, not because i'm being fake and don't dare to face my real emotions and all. it is just because i don't think that there's a need for me to show everyone how am i feeling and affect all of their emotions.

that's what selfish people do.

p.s. carrie and jade let's mug really really hard so that we would not get trashed so badly ok :DD you all help me in maths i help you all in chinese.
gawd i know my chinese sucks. but i still need help in maths :D i'd try to repa y you two darlings(: